A Chronicle of Turning My Wife into a Black Cock Slut (Part 8)

January 2005

Well, as the New Year started things got off to an inglorious beginning. Last minute minor illness with our offspring ruined our New Year's plans and then the following weekend's attempt to make up for it. This usual patterned continued throughout January. I had a discussion with Linda regarding her need to commit to her New Year resolutions of making more effort for sex and to follow through on making progress with "the List." I demanded she finally shave her pussy and she relented, but two weeks later she has still not had the chance because of seemingly countless interruptions and endless disruptions. Naturally, she agreed.

I went ahead and made purchases of some long needed new toys for Linda as well as a few BDSM items. It was exciting to go shopping online for them. I did a pretty thorough search for black dildos and vibrators ending up getting her a very dark brown 8" life-like one with suction-cup. It was far superior to the milk-chocolate colored suction-cup one she has. I must say, when it arrived the thing was a bit intimidating when I saw it, it was definitely thick. I actually got hard just thinking about her surprise in first seeing it. I also got her a black penis shaped vibrator for the first time. Currently she has her favorite special shaped hand one which she loves, and then a cheap bright red bullet one we never use. But this one I wanted her to now experience as an actual penis shape and associate her pleasure and orgasms directly with a black cock. The thought of that is quite erotic. The one I got was even waterproof so she can take it in the tub or shower with her! I was trying to decide on another one for her, there were so many, so I decided to show her and let her pic herself.

It was exciting to open the online page with her as she saw so many and then ask which one she wanted. There were five, one very thick and natural, one long and skinny, one odd abstract shaped one, an ordinary non-anatomical bullet one, and finally a weird curved one. I thought she'd go for the thick one for a change, but she surprised me by saying "Definitely the curved one, it would really fit in me well from behind when I'm on my tummy." The one she picked was a "g-spot" vibe that is curved to supposedly hit just the right location. I thought it was kinda cool that she had put thought into it and it made me more aware of her tastes. I can't wait to see her get into playing with them, the licking and riding the huge one, using the two vibes…being photographed and filmed. I want to see how well the two vibes make her climax, especially how she'll play with that curve done. I also am thinking about her using the suction cup one in the shower at the same time. Mmmmm….

Helpful Insight

A week later we sat down late one Saturday night to watch some porn on the computer. At first Linda said she didn't care what we watched, so I naturally had two choices: all girl, or interracial. Later she told me all girl was her preference, and that I had to realize she "wasn't always in the mood for the 'black thing." Linda also told me that she usually doesn't have a preference for any kind of porn, that she doesn't know what kind of mood she is in until she gets there, until she sees something. I found that simple statement profoundly important. It explained a lot. So, after awhile, when we were not particularly thrilled with the vid clips we were watching, I opened up some really choice interracial ones just for variety. These my wife watched quietly then as they got better she watched eagerly, telling me which ones she liked more and having me rewind them. Shortly after she came from her vibrator while sitting there watching. I was soon behind her and humping away as we both continued watching. I reached under and fingered her pussy, then pulled out and licked her some before continuing. I wanted her to cum again and within a minute she did! I teased her that she was cumming twice again while watching something she claimed she wasn't in the mood for! I also noted that it was 4 out of 5 times exactly now that she had climaxed twice in one session while watching interracial porn. It was good.

The next weekend, we had anal sex again. I had her bent over the ottoman and slipped it right in. It was good of course, but I should have used a lot more lube, and maybe even some of those anal drops that help numb things like I did the first two times he enjoyed it. It wasn't that my wife complained it hurt, but rather that after a few minutes she told me to hurry up, and when I inquired why she said she had determined that while she does like it "hard, fast , and deep" in her ass-just like in her cunt-she realized she also does not like it not too long. Apparently it begins to irritate her after awhile, which in this case, was like just 5 minutes or less. I certainly don't want that. So next time I will take care to see how much longer she can hold out.

Sharing Her Pics and Placing New Ads

I posted some more nude pics of her, this time on the Usenet amateur areas-doing so knowing the whole world was now seeing her was quite a thrill, it made me nervous at the same time it got me real hard. I was surprised at how excited it made me even though they were merely a drop in a vast ocean of amateur nudes of wives and girlfriends not to mention pro-porn. I decided I'd add more in the future. Who knows, maybe they will turn up reused on some site like so many pics I have seen recycled. That would be a thrill. I told Linda about it and she got a little nervous. She asked I not use her face exposed any more, since she is an executive. I was compelled to acquiesce.

I also posted an ad on the Usenet interracial swinger area describing her as: "Mature southern bi white wife redhead in Georgia has newly awakened lust for big black cock. Looking for hotchat only, nothing real time. Come chat me up while my husband watches and see how wet you can make me when you tell me you will do my hard and fast and deep just like I like. Send your photo. Mine are online" I got hard composing it thinking about it being my wife. I got hard again just now retyping it too. I posted her email and then I placed the same ad on another interracial sex/dating website with her photo. In each case the ad was for hotchatting with black men, but sure enough, we got responses asking where she was and when she could hook up and we got replies from white guys ignoring what she was interested in. By this time we actually still had not gotten the chance to sit and review or reply to the earlier responses we got from recent prior ads, because every weekend for us seemed to be filled by with something else.

I also entered her a new profile in Adult Friend Finder, since her old one had become virtually defunct and had not been accessed by us in like two years nor had we gotten but a few uninteresting responses. I placed the ad myself and wrote it as if Linda wrote it herself if only she had the time and energy. When I read it to her she did not edit a single word (!), which I found pleasingly unexpected. I placed the ad knowing full well that it would be like 6 months before we were in any position to actually consider having her meet a contact. Still, one must start somewhere. Besides, it would also allow us to use her profile when webcamming-which is something I hope we get into very soon.

Her new profile and pics specifically advertised interest in bi women and black men-saying that couples would be considered if the men watched only. One response she got was from an interracial couple where both were interested in her (something I thought would be ideal!). While we were discussing the responses, about 20 of which Linda had yet to even read yet, she once more reiterated how "I told you I am not going to be a swinger." Now, personally, it would be cool with me if she wanted to , but since I have not been asking or expecting her to wing, I said, "Okay, I know. So?" Because, to me, swinging means getting together with other couples or orgies, and that's not the same as simply having a third for a threesome now and then or soft-swinging" by having sex ourselves in front of others. So, her concern was addressed and I was quickly relieved she was not suddenly refusing to ever try anything or something like that.

The Pen Pal Ideal Later in the week I asked Linda to do me a favor, I wanted her start up a email correspondence with a man or woman who responded to her ads or tried to hotchat with her. She didn't exactly understand what I meant, so I explained I just wanted her to have a "sexy pen pal" whereby she would exchange nasty fantasy letters and photos with them and that I would follow it by reading her emails. She asked what would she be supposed to write about with them and I replied, whatever turns you on. She said, "Mmm…Okay." But added the logical provision that it not be anyone local or who knew what area we lived in. I am curious to see how such a pen pal correspondence might take off and how it would unfold since my wife has so little opportunity for real sex or playing with me on the computer let alone playing alone at any time. But, with her ads now asking for hot chat…I expect she will have several to choose from.

Shaved at Last

Finally in January I demanded of my wife that she finally shave her pussy. She had been resisting this for years (claiming it would be uncomfortable and itch terribly) and I never before pressed the issue. I wanted it for some time and imagined it would be very sexy on her. But three weeks later, she still had not done it. So, when we managed to be alone in the shower for plenty of time, and I decided right there to just shave it for her. She made no protest and was quite agreeable so I made it an erotic affair. I only managed to shave about 90% of her though, and could not get to the last closest portion, so I decided to leave that to her to finish later. Linda's pussy looked fantastic, sexier than I had imagined even! It was fn licking it naked and smooth and when I fucked her bent over the toilet I could actually feel her nude cunt skin. She said the same thing the next morning as I lay on top of her pumping with my own clean shaved cock and balls. I'm looking forward to having her finish it and perhaps keeping it frequently shaved! We'll see.

The Text Game

The next night we had an early evening encounter on the bed with a log session of quiet foreplay (uncommon for us) then using her toy Linda came good and hard. She had not cum in over a week so this one was a big one. I then did her pretty quick and it was good. Over the next week I had investigated the unique phenomena of Interactive Adult Fiction, text games for the computer where you choose your path and encounters, role-playing an adventure. I explored a few and found them tedious and unsexy or juvenile. But the concept was sound. After a lengthy investigation, I managed to get some software that allowed me to crudely write one. I set up a excellent scenarios for Linda that I knew she would love, a "sex planet vacation adventure." My idea was to provide her with a guilt-free uninhibited opportunity to indulge her fantasies and in the process we would both learn more about her tastes and interests-and perhaps she would be encouraged. Although fun to set up, it was very difficult and time-consuming so that it eventually became too exhausting for the results. I wrote about a sex party hotel that had all these rooms and chambers and people that she could encounter, including lots of bi women, black men, Dominants, Submissives, and kinky fetish types. I let Linda try it out and watched her roam through the very first part just before it got good. She told me she really liked it, that it was really enjoyable and wanted to see more. It really was a great idea and I definitely want to pursue it, but at this time I just can't spare the energy. I had a lot of plans for what to offer her and I was really anxious to watch her engaged the things I had in store. Linda has shown to not be all that unpredictable. Her interest in the game seem to tend more toward both BDSM and bisexuality. I wish I could pursue this game concept sooner.

Our Future Dungeon

We have plans to build ourselves our own dungeon play room. We'll soon have a room, roughly a 8x5 basement closet that we will be able to convert covertly. I plan on one of those large wooden "x" platforms (a "St. Michaels cross") to tie or chain her up to spread, a padded saw-horse bench to bend her over and tie on, and whatever else we can fit inside, maybe another bench or a sawhorse. Definitely we'll have lost of places to use rope and velcro straps and chain and hang our instruments and put a toy chest. We're both excited about it. I plan on decorating it like a dungeon, with painted stone and dark wood and candles. I hope we'll have room for our hanging sex swing-which we have yet to ever get the chance to use. I anticipate a lot of fun there, as having a place with the right look and feel does, where your toys and implements are readily available does a lot to getting you in the mood and expanding limits. It will certainly be conducive to taking photos and dressing the part. I would not be surprised if eventually in time we had a third down there. It won't be ready for many months, but I am already anticipating it and I know Linda is too.

When we talked about it she was getting excited and lately has expressed more interests in BDSM…in being bend over, tied to some chair or bench, used in all her holes, spanked and whipped, blindfolded, dildoed… Just in case, I purchased a ball gag for her in the hope that perhaps it might aid in her developing some control over her extraordinary gag reflex that prevents her from performing fellatio. But I fear it's a lost cause. I should probably invest instead in one of those mouth sexy rings that hold her mouth open but would allow her to breath. I am investigating those.

A Local Play Group?

To my surprise I discovered a group in our town that holds regular interracial swinger parties. I go on their mailing list and it maybe possible that someday we might go to watch and observe. From some of the photos I've seen though I am not especially excited. The ladies seem ok, and though mature, which was exciting and inviting for us, the men do not seem particularly fit or attractive, and the fact that everyone is apparently having unsafe sex is completely disheartening. I would not want to repeat our past experience with an BDSM group meeting we went to where all the smallest of the attendees weighed more than we two put together. Quite revolting. So, maybe when our babysitting situation settle sin the future, we might at least pay a visit to one party get together to at least see what goes on. There may be others there that were not in the photos I saw and who may be more palatable and compatible with us.

Hotchat Update

Well, it's been 7 weeks now since Linda's first hotchat and she still has not been in the mood or had the inclination and energy to do it again. I am becoming more disappointed. She has had over 40 emails asking her to chat or telling her how hot her pics are that she still has yet sit down and answer.

Another Trip

Well, we have another out of town trip scheduled which will include our third visit to the sex club (!). We have not spoken to each other about it really, which is kind of strange, but I have been waiting to see if Linda brings it up or not. So far, it's just been assumed and hinted at. I am of course wondering what will go on and what might possibly unfold. I am not fantasizing as much about it this time, nor holding out any expectations, but I do imagine that with what we did last time we should be more relaxed this time and Linda may be even more open to things that may arise. At the very least I hope to see her dance with another woman or a black man. I also think it's a given we will have sex ourselves at some point somewhere there…but who knows how it might unfold or who else might be there. I shall have to just wait and see and play it by ear.

A Good Quickie

One weeknight we had a really good quickie. It had been over a week since we had sex and so we were both pretty excited. Linda's pussy was still clean shaven and naked and so I pushed her black panties aside and pumped it good with her on her side and her knees folded up under her. Because of my angle I could see how sweet her pussy was without any hair at all and I watched my cock slipping in and out. On a whim, I pulled out just as I came and rubbed my cock head all over her wet naked slit as I unloaded. It felt really nasty. She suddenly asked me, "Did you pull out when you came?" sounding somewhat alarmed or surprised. I said, "Yep" and crawled off her. Then she quickly added, "Oh!...I think I like that." Which made me smile. She then started to rub my cum over both her black panties and her clean shaven pussy. I always cum inside her but spewing my load on her shaved cunt (and panties) seemed more erotic now, almost demeaning of her, and definitely was nasty.

Shaved Again

Linda shaved her pussy the next week again but confessed she could still not get at all the hair. At the store we saw a special mini shaver designed for "panty line" but which I am sure is for around the clit. Again we tried it in the tub with me getting at most of the hard parts then her doing the rest. Her pussy was again especially sexy and soft and yummy. I asked if she wanted to try out her new waterproof vibe and she said sure. I sat back and watched as she rubbed that dark brown 9-inch dildo all over her now completely naked cunt. I got really hard watching her. Linda really got into it, her hips and ass undulating, as she rubbed it back and forth, first with the shaft then with the head and then alternating. I'd never seen her use any of her other vibes or dildo like that. She never said a word but was definitely enjoying herself. She went on like his for several minutes until I asked if it was good and she murmured yes. I was so hard. Then my wife said, "Fuck me with yours." I liked how she phrased that and I entered her from behind , still feeling the vibe pulsating through her. She came within 30 seconds of me pumping. I continue don for a few minutes, reaching around to rub her naked pussy mound. Then we ran into the bed and I finished on top of her. I also took a few pics after of her holding her new toy on that shaved pink cunt. Our session was really passionate and hot. Neither of us said a word, we just kissed and fucked. I asked later if she liked her pussy shaved and she said, yes, but that the stubble burned after a few days and shaving it all the time. I later looked through the photos I had taken of her and man was her little shaved pink pussy pretty! Right after that I sent n half a dozen pics of it and of her using her new 9 inch brown dildo to Dark Cavern.

Porno Playing

We had a rare weeknight alone and could not decide what to do with ourselves sexually. So I chose for us to watch some porn clips on the computer. I started out with a few girl-girl clips and looking at some live webcams, but this did not generate much interest from my wife. So, I soon pulled out some of the newer and hotter interracial ones I knew I had. Right away she was wet. We watched some nasty '70's era clips and we both agreed, the feel and sound of them somehow just seemed nastier, what with their goody porno groove soundtracks, unfamiliar faces, and grainy on-film look. I guess we both relate to them better too. We had four playing on screen at once and after awhile I reached over and started to play with her soaking wet pussy. I soon asked Linda which ones she was watching and to my surprise it was the opposite of the two I was watching. She said nothing for quite awhile and just sat there while I fingered her softly. I finally asked what she liked about those two and she replied, "I like the contrast…it's sexy" (referring to the girl's super light sin and the man's super dark skin). She then added, "I like seeing her ride it…I like seeing his ass moving." I noted that this was the third or fourth time she commented on liking seeing the men from behind with there tight buns pumping away. She definitely likes that view. She also seems to favor seeing the girl rid eon top, which is kind of odd in that she doesn't do that hardly at all herself (it's tiring for her, I know). Then without a word my wife reached up and used the mouse to rewind one of the videos back to the middle where the guy was pumping the girl on all fours and his dark skinned ass was aimed at the camera. At about this time I went down on her with my tongue and she came quickly. I then positioned her bent over facing the screen and fucked her from behind. I couldn't believe how wet and warm and awesome her naked pussy felt that night. There was no question she was hot from those scenes!

Nasty Songs for that Special Mood

While preparing my wife's iPod with her CD's and music requests, I happened to download a particularly nasty old-school rap song, and it made me think about how we had fucked once recently with dance music blaring loudly. It was fun and afterwards she had commented how "that was "different." Since the song was definitely "black" and the guys were rapping filthy lyrics about fucking hoes and getting their dicks sucked, I thought it would be really sexy to do her with that music playing, or while she was blindfolded, or using her black dildoes…the thought of it got me hard. So I searched for the nastiest and filthiest I could find and downloaded about a dozen of them. They were perfect. All of them had really good and fuckable dance beats with black guys singing clearly about fucking and sucking and using women. I can't wait to surprise her someday with them. When we had watched some of the porn clips they occasionally had a rap song and Linda undulated and moved and pumped and grind to them while waiting for me to enter her, so I know these ones should have a fascinating effect on her as neither of us listen to or particularly are aware of rap, especially the nasty kind.

Unsuccessful Club Trip But Valuable Insight Gained

So, we made it out of town with the intention of going to the swingers club for our third trip, I had a good feeling about the trip and even though I had never said anything about actually going, as I suspected, Linda was quiet aware of it and quite expecting to go. In the day time we visited a sex shop and looked at some vids but could not find any worth buying, Linda paid attention to the all girl ones and said she did not like black gang bang ones. We were also both bored by the sex shop, which was disappointing, pretentious, and over priced.

Unfortunately, by that afternoon, my wife warily and reluctantly informed me that she thought we should not go this time. To make a long story short, I was irritated, disappointed, and resistant, but after first deciding we would go anyway and just make the best of it, by the end of the evening I too ended up agreeing with her. The reason we did not go, depressing and familiar as it sounds once again: we each had head colds. Runny noses, sinus headaches, persistent coughs and a few another annoying symptoms just made us feel just uncomfortable enough realize we would not enjoy ourselves as planned and should just save our money for the next time. So, despite being a bit annoyed we tried to make the best of being out of town and alone for a change. Linda did express to me a hint of how she was looking forward to me showing her off (like when I opened up her shirt the last time we were at the club and people were seeing her tits as she walked around or when I hiked up her skirt and played with her clit as we watched a man spank this woman and he kept looking at back). It was certainly good to hear and I kept that in mind since I had planned on doing even more of that anyway. It seems I have awakened something of an exhibitionist element in my wife which I will definitely have to explore.

We ended up having a very long and frank discussion late that night, one that resulted in some upset for Linda and then some much need and long over due communication between us. I will spare the details, but essentially I again expressed my pent up frustration at the long delays and excuses and postponements of our sexual adventures and complained how we were getting older and losing time and that I wanted her very much to make up for it with me and enjoy ourselves together sexually. Linda agreed, but I reminded her that she had already promised and previously agreed to make effort and take opportunities. She then expressed how she had had some worries about just what my motivations and interest were, and concern over why I was so interested in sexual adventures involving other people joining us. But explaining how I wanted us to be closer and do things together and expressing how much I loved and desired her made her feel much better it all. I think we really did have a break through.

As we ended our night after a few nice drinks we went up to our room and had some of the hottest sex we have had in a long time. Her smooth shaved pussy was so hot it was like an oven and was incredibly wet and tight to me. And her tits were delicious. Creamy soft and firm. I fucked her hard from the front with her head handing off the end of the bed, it was unusual and different for us but after ward she said she really liked it. There was definitely something submissive about her head hanging off the bed and something else erotic about it that I could not quite grasp, as if she was some place else or was being used without respect or consideration. Later that morning at about 4 am I rolled over with an incredibly stiff erection, so hard it almost hurt, and I fucked her again really fast and furious. At dawn she told me she could not believe how hard my dick was and told me she really felt it.

During our foreplay that night I had told her how hot it would have made me to be at the club with her again tonight, and how I was going to show off her tits and let all those strange men and women look at them, and how I wanted her to dance with a black guy and have him feel her up, and that I would show off her tits to him….and how maybe he would suck them right in front of me since I would let him as I held her arms behind her. I told her how I wanted to see some stranger's dark hands on her or maybe a woman's. She moaned at this and her pussy was wet. It was the first time I said something about this to her that was an actual possibility in the present and not the usual just hot talk about some distant future. It got me hard and then I realized something: Linda really does prefer me to take the lead in these things in a manner that allows her to be a "passive bottom." I seriously suspect now that she is much more conducive to having sex with others than I realize, provided I actually take the active role in setting things in motion when the time comes, such as exposing her to another man or telling him he has permission to touch her or even just taking and holding her down while someone else plays with her. Not asking her for permission or telling her to go do something at some point but in some situation just treating her like an object that I own and can share. I really think this is the way to proceed now. Once she dresses the part and accompanies to some event, I will take that as her way of saying to me, "Yes." When the opportunity arises, I will follow my instincts instead of worrying at the time about getting her to feel all comfortable and then decide for herself that she is ready. So, despite not being able to go to the club, I consider the trip valuable.

Lost Email!

It had been about 6 weeks since I first posted her ads for email and hotchat on Dark Cavern and the Internet, unfortunately the 6 weeks worth of replies I saved for her to read were all lost by our email program! So she never got to se the 25 or so flattering emails from men raving about how hot she looks and how yummy her tits and ass are and how they'd love to eat her white pussy and fuck it for her all night, etc. etc. Sigh….

Her AFF ad has gotten very little response, but here's the Internet ad I placed for Linda:

Mature southern red-head wife, a submissive bi slut, has newly awakened lust for big black cock. Email me your nasty letter with self photo or better yet, come hotchat with me so my hubby can see how wet my shaved pussy gets when I am treated like the whore I want to be. If you are a hung and very dark skinned black male without a pot belly, go ahead and contact me. I am not (repeat, NOT) looking for real time meets at this point, so don't ask me where I live or to phone chat or if I want to hook up. I am not very experienced sexually and am new to this, but have support and great encouragement from sexy hubby.

I enjoy online chatting casually for a while then like to get going with really nasty conversations. I like it hard and fast and deep, like to be treated like a slut and take it in both holes, but am not really into giving oral, sorry. I'm submissive too, like to be taken and used, but sometimes like to get aggressive, so don't be either passive or insecure. I also fantasize about threesomes and foursomes and especially being with other women.

If you are not dark and hung, please don't bother. No mulattos or white guys. Just blacks. By the way, I don't like guys who just blow and go after just two minutes of chat. I'm not online very often unfortunately due to life's responsibilities but if I am at night I am there to play, usually while hubby watches. My pics are on the Dark Cavern site and a few other places. Maybe you can persuade me to take more and share them. I will also consider webcamming with men who get me off.

I am not able to be online as much as I would like, but when there I am all fun and no tease. Send me a letter. Thanks. :)

Bi bi,

Linda

Slinkywife@aol.com

p.s. I also like hearing from ladies with similar background and interests.