Our First Meeting With a Potential Couple: Postponement or Lost Cause?

Days later during our same play week we met with a sexy interracial couple, "D&M," who contacted us via Adult Friend Finder. I was extremely anxious about meeting them as they seemed nearly perfect for us. I was shocked at how lucky we had been in their being interested. My original expectations on meeting them had been low, as I did not expect them to really be attracted in Linda or in the two of us together, and I didn't expect them to look as good as their photos. He was dark, in his mid 30s, and she was busty with short brownish-red hair, in her late 30s, and both were about 5'9".

We had arranged to met up in the early evening at a local pub not too far away. They very were nice, seemed compatible enough, and also attractive enough. Before we went out that night though, Linda admitted to me that while it was conceivable we could go do something with them that very night, she insisted there would be no actual sexual contact between us and either of them this first time. Anything that happened in the future would be gradual and not rushed into, she declared, and I assented to obliging. The couple had already been informed to not expect anything this first night and that we being new to this needed to move slowly on things.

During our meeting I was nervous thinking how awesome it would be to see this seemingly attractive and fairly athletic black guy with Linda, and the shapely woman was obviously very interested in the seeing same. I wasn't even thinking of whether or not she might be interested in me, just whether or not Linda would be interested in her. He was a bit quiet and aloof but had a good disposition and was very relaxed as we chatted sociably. The woman was taller and rounder, but sexy enough, a bit talkative, and a tad nervous maybe. Linda herself seemed comfortable enough talking with both of them (though afterward she told me she was very nervous the whole time). But, after about 90 minutes, Linda sort of gave me enough nonverbals and subtle indifference to suggest she was not all that excited by them and not especially interested right now. We soon ended the evening on the excuse that Linda literally did have a splitting headache caused by her wine. I noticed D&M were clearly disappointed when I told them that what Linda wanted to do was give them a call again soon to talk about the possibility of meeting a second time. The plan was, if we had really hit it off that first meeting we might then go back with them to their place and at least have same room sex ("soft swap" as its called). I didn't expect Linda to want to wait for another night even after we all had gotten along, though.

When we got out to the car Linda told me that, as she sat there tonight with the "reality" of all this finally being right there in front of her, she felt a little anxious and simply got cold feet. She told me flat out she just wasn't ready for anything at all "tonight." She told me she realized she wasn't mentally prepared to take the next step just yet. Since with her headache she wasn't feeling 100% anyway, it was probably for the best. I had to support her and let her take things at her own pace. I was disappointed of course that Linda was being so shy, but I respected her need to be gradual, and take "baby steps", and I was thrilled she had gone as far as actually meeting people for the first time without any reluctance on her part! That alone was a major breakthrough. It was a learning experienced for us both for sure, and since my expectations were not terribly high, and while I saw it as a lost opportunity to be sure, it not a waste or a failure.

So, I had to tell D&M later that night how Linda had honestly just gotten cold feet. So, when I emailed the couple later that night I included the following in what I wrote them:

"Personally, I think we've found the right ones with you two, and I am quite pleased we have hooked up as I very much intend to see this happen. In fact, once we got home here tonight, I can tell you that as soon as I got Linda upstairs she was soaking wet like she hasn't been in a long time. I asked her if she was thinking about the two of you and after a little coaxing she moaned, "yes." I started to go down on her and asked which one of you she thought would like to taste her first, and she replied, "him". Less than a minute later she came under my tongue in a long wailing orgasm that has to rank in her top five of all time. She really screamed it out. So, I immediately fucked her really hard the way she likes, and as I did, I asked her if she wanted him inside her and she whispered in a moan, "yes". I made her keep saying it and saying it until she was answering me, "Yes! I want him to take me!" It was pretty damn good, I have to tell you. Then I asked her if she wanted your head between her legs and she said, "Yes." So I made her say it over and over until she was crying it out and saying how she wanted your face on her pussy. It was very nice. I was so freaking stiff the whole time it almost hurt."

We talked about D&M in bed again when I was fucking Linda a few nights later. I made her confess that she did think they were sexy and indeed did want his black cock in her and how she wished it was him fucking her right then. She quickly screamed a long loud orgasm when I fingered her wet clit to get her off. I asked if she had been thinking about him and she whined out, "Yes, yes!..."

Unfortunately, D&M were pretty serious swingers and over the next week or so through emails it became clear the idea of anything requiring "seduction" or "dating" Linda was, I suppose, a bit inconceivable to them. I told them in private however that all we had to do was get the four of us together at their place, and once Linda saw them going at it, it would be no problem for me to get her naked and hot. Once that was happening, I told them I have no doubts nature would take its course. Apparently though, that kind of situation is just not what they were use to and too much work for them, I must imagine. It's sad to think that in their hedonism that they can no longer appreciate how exciting seduction can be. So, I had to inform them that we were both seriously interested but we had to take a rain check.

I will also say I truly thought D&M, were going to be "the ones", but unfortunately did not care to indulge Linda's need to take small steps and meet a few times before anything might finally happen. Linda simply needs a little seduction, a little enticement, to make her feel comfortable and build anticipation. This way she would be able to relax and be as nasty as she wants when the time finally came to go all the way. But unfortunately they apparently did not have either the patience or the interest to "date" her in this way (you know… "first base, second base, third base, home," etc.). So, instead they told us that when she was ready to actually do it they would be willing. They also offered to have phone sex with her, which I thought would be great, but Linda was not as enthused, although she admitted it could be fun to try. I also suggested that if she were to do it would make everyone involved feel more encouraged about her intentions and know she was genuine about this. But, by time we had the opportunity, D&M had lost interest it seemed. Over the next three weeks we tried twice to invite D&M to meet us at the swing club just to hang out and dance-that is, dirty dance with Linda to get her hot enough for more. That would have been perfect I'm sure, and seeing her dancing with the two of them like that would have really been a dream come true. But they could not make our first invite and did not reply to our second.

Pondering the whole thing over the following few days I eventually reached a conclusion. For a woman who I have had to carefully develop her interest, persuade, cajole, assure, and reassure, for nearly 4 years now years just to get to this point, she is being remarkably casually now about screening candidates and about meeting men and women for possible sex partners. Even as she repeats to me that she may never find anyone that Linda actually finds interesting enough to want to do anything with, nevertheless, we have been having a very sexy time alone with each other during our this special play week, We've been teasing each other about watching each other have sex with someone else. And so that my wife truly feels comfortable, I have told her several times that she doesn't have to do anything with anyone she doesn't want to, or even if she does, does not have go all the way with anyone. Again, I have to say I really adore her.

Assurance and Reassurance…then Great Nasty Sex

During our play week, we unfortunately had a big argument, which really was due to my frustration and annoyance at all the past missed opportunities combined with new frustration at Linda's cold feet. I just had to event at her. I felt really bad, which of course, made me mad at myself. Essentially, she was overwhelmed by everything while I was feeling under whelmed by everything. She was a bit over saturated while I was feeling only a wetted appetite. We had a heated talk about our plans and pour need for better communication. The bottom line was that I ask her all these questions all the time about what she is interested or willing to do, and most of the time she is not really sure herself and can't say for sure until she is actually in a situation with someone else. So, we agreed to some rules to help us. I told her that whenever I ask her questions she was to answer honestly regardless of whatever she thinks I want to hear. I told her don't ever equivocate her answers but to feel free to qualify her answers as much as she wanted. Finally, I instructed her to tell me if she was thinking about her answer so that I wouldn't take her silence as some reluctance to answer in some way. Lastly, I asked her to remember my questions about these matters are to help her know her own feelings.

Anyway, we did end up having fantastic sex that night. Truly one of our most memorable times together. I even managed several times to get her to let piss a little in her wine glass! I watched her sipped it as we played online and she drank it all. Looking at her email and them getting on the webcam. We had about 140 people watching us just it there, and soon she opened her robed and spread her legs as she nursed her drink. Several people sent us messages but none of them were black enough or attractive enough to merit her attention. After awhile I reached over to touch her pussy as she sat there and she was super wet. I could not believe how incredibly sticky and juicy her hole was. Soon though I fingered her off so she came on camera, then I licked her out some, then humped her bent over the chair before we ran off to the bedroom to finish. Later that night when we were rabidly fucking hard and fast I asked her if she liked it and she told me, yes, it had "turned her on" and then she said "I can still taste it in my mouth!" All that did was make me fuck her even more ferociously and come even harder inside her. It was damn good. Many weeks later I confessed to her that I had pissed in her cocktail and she giggled.

August: Her Black Massage!

So, we had hoped to get together socially again with the interracial couple and I was trying to elicit form Linda just how far she would be willing to allow things go with them this time if we were to end up at their place, or for that matter with anyone else we might meet at the swing club this weekend. The bottom line she said was: "No penetration" yet this weekend. I had to accept that limitation as reasonable for her. I asked how tat applied to her possibly being with just a woman, and she said she couldn't' say. It depended again on the situation and the person.

Anyway, none of that mattered this time it turned out, as we ended up back at the swing club that weekend for our third visit there. They were supposed to be having a masquerade party but by time we arrived at 11 pm no one in the place was wearing a mask any longer except for like three or four other people. So we took ours off too, which kind of spoiled the excitement a bit and took away the chance of anonymously doing something. We wandered around out as usual and checked things, and sipped our drinks that we brought in plastic water bottles. But after awhile we grew tired of them and had to go put them away. I saw an interracial couple, which I was sure we had exchanged email with, but in person they were like a foot taller and 50 pounds heavier than the impression their photos gave, so we ignored them and they didn't seem to recognize us anyway. I saw one tall young black guy in a nice suit who looked ideal but Linda didn't even give him a second thought, saying he was too tall and just not her type. At one point we saw two hot MILFs going down on one another on a sofa, but they quickly went into their own room. Linda was a little too shy to watch for long and would only take a few glances. We then talked briefly with a black couple, but were not interested in either of them and the feeling seemed mutual. Later we caught a glimpse of the wife blowing him in a dark corner. We were grossed got at one point when two huge fat disgustingly obese chicks were doing some bondage play, totally nauseating (I wish cows like that would stay away from swing clubs. Really turns us off.). At one point I had to go to the bathroom and I went the long route to give her the chance to be seen alone for a few minutes and maybe approached by someone. But only a few creepy middle-aged single white men did and when I got back she asked me not to do leave her alone that long again.

Anyway, we tried to make the best of things but the evening just didn't seem very exciting again. We saw a few older women dancing naked which was cool, and a few young hotties doing the same. But it wasn't until we stumbled across the professional massage therapist that things got interesting for us. This big black guy in his 30s was giving massages on a massage table. I quickly asked Linda if she was game and she said sure. So I managed to get her in line next. About fifteen minutes later she was in the room, which was a little dark with a red light glow, and the door open to the hallway for anyone passing by to see inside. She immediately started undressing as he handed her a towel. I was expecting to be totally hard by this point but I was so excited by such a simple thing as seeing my wife so casually get naked for the first time in front of strangers like this, and for a black guy even, that I was too nervous to have a hard on.

She laid down on the table on her back with her feet facing him. The towel covered her to just the middle of her back and upper thighs. He started on her shoulders, his hands jet black on her pale skin in the dim light. I could tell Linda was relaxed by the way she was lying there. For the next ten minutes I shifted around the room and walked in and out of the door way as he worked his hands slowly over her. [Several people came in and out, including two really scuzzy looking Hispanics dressed in dirty t-shirts and jeans who kept staring for half the time she as there. I found that quite irritating. I also had to stomach listening to this incredibly obnoxious fat girl in the next room drone on and on in this loud grating voice about her wimp boyfriend. I have to say it took tremendous discipline on my part to tune all this out and just focus on my wife laying there being administered to by this black man, who had no idea he was the only other man to touch her naked body.] Several times Linda opened her eyes and tried to look over at me with a pleasant grin, but it was just too dark to tell if she was trying to tell me anything or not. Later she told me she was just trying to see me enjoying her getting a message like this since she knew I would find it a turn on. I actually was trying to stay out of her line of sight so that she would not be distracted by me or try to focus on me in any way. I wanted to just be an observer and stay out of his way as well. I kept thinking how it would be if he just crawled on top of her as she lay there, or if he unzipped his pants and rubbed himself on her face.

I thought, finally, she was at last being touched erotically by another man. I stood and watched in fascination as he eventually worked his hands up her creamy white thighs. Then I started t get a hard on as I saw his large hands disappear under the towel and ride up her inner thighs and over her ass cheeks. Yes! I thought to myself. Excellent. How far will this go on I wondered? He was working her legs pretty good and definitely massaged her ass cheeks, yet soon moved on. He was really being professional I could tell. He wasn't purposely going out of his way to be too erotic or too forward in where he touched…but hey…it was a swing club after all. Finally, he had her turn over and he began worked her shoulders and then her upper chest. He got no protest from her, as his hands moved onto her tits! He softly and gently caressed then cupped each one a few times, still massaging rather than being overtly sexual (which was slightly disappointing, I thought, though I am sure it made Linda comfortable).

After all this time here was my wife having another man touch her naked flesh and he was black! What an unexpected and welcomed turn the evening had made. I was definitely hard at that point. It was also exciting to see her lying there topless with strangers walking past and going and out, all the while taking in an eyeful. Finally he worked her legs and thighs again, once more getting his hands pretty close up toward her pussy. Then he sat down and worked her feet and I know he had a full view of her shaved cunt. He then showed his own fetish and to our mutual surprise he began licking and sucking her toes. I thought that was bizarre and I knew Linda was extremely tickling hand sensitive about her feet and sure enough she almost instantly tensed up and laughing he and jerked her foot back. He was cool with that and stopped it on my recommendation. A few minutes later it was all over and she thanked him. He smiled and I tipped him a twenty while she dressed in front of him and a new client came in for her turn. At one point a black couple, with a fine slender wife, was watching in the doorway and I grinned at them, but they ignored me.

As left the masseuse we then went out to the dance floor. I said, "So, how was it?" My wife replied with a moan, and said, "Mmm…I didn't want him to stop, that was so relaxing, it felt so good I almost went to sleep." Then to my surprise she leaned over and whispered in my ear, "Honey…he touched it…." Instantly I knew what she meant. I whispered back, "Really…? Tell me!" She demurred and giggled again, saying, he brushed his fingers over it repeatedly when he was rubbing up my thighs." I got instantly hard at hearing this. Then she wouldn't tell me any more until we got in the car. Bt first we decided to dance and I had to say I wished we had danced earlier. I was surprised how sexy it was dancing with her out there because I started groping her some like other coupled were doing, and she started to grind against me. Several times I asked Linda if she wanted to ask some guy to dance but she always said no that she wanted to dance with me first. Now I understand better. I think next time once she dances with me some she will be more willing to dance with other guys (or ladies!).

Once we got on the highway heading home she told me that while she was being massaged she had "felt it" that he had pushed his groin up against her foot and then against her head so that she felt him. Then she told me that he his fingers had lightly touched her clit as his hands passé by, that he was very expert and knew what he was doing. I asked how he had touched her tits, since it looked like he was doing it very lightly, and she lifted my hand and placed it on one of hers then pushed and rubbed it around to show me he had squeezed them both pretty firmly. I asked if she liked having his hands all over her and if it made her hot. In answer to my question Linda lifted my hand and placed between her legs…her hole was creamy wet. I started to tease her clit and she made me stop. I asked if she would have let him do more if he had tried, and she said, "maybe." She told me she would have not done anything to stop him if he had played with her pussy more or tried to put his mouth on her nipples (---though the whole foot/toe thing really grossed her out). Then Linda got shy and said we should not talk about it any more until we got home.

By time we were in bed that night we were all over each other. She was very hot and I was ready to burst. We had very intense, passionate sex and I went out of my way not to speak. Soon enough though Linda started telling me how sexy it was to be touched by that guy and asked me if it made me hard to watch him put his hands all over my wife. I told her so and asked if she was ready to fuck somebody like him, and she said yes. We were grinding into each other long and hard and she was incredibly moist and slick around my naked dick. We both came really good, her by flicking her own clit as I penetrated her. In the morning we did it all over again with the same conversation and I told her I was imagining him fucking her there that night and wished he had gotten on top of her, that I would have let him. She moaned that it made her want black cock even more now.

Our Lasts Weeks of Nasty Summer

We had a surprising slow few weeks following the massage at the club. I was continuing to digest the whole experience. Our work and family took a lot of time from of and we missed many days worth of time to be together. When we finally did it was slow soft loving. One Sunday morning Linda awoke and in an uncharacteristic move, sat on my face to my delight. After she came (in about a minute and a half) she sat on my stiff cock and rode it until I came too from her riding---another uncharacteristic pleasure. Ironically. I pulled back muscle the next week and that was all we could manage for a few days. The next week we made up for it. One afternoon I held her hands behind her back and forced her to bend over the bed. I pounded her hard and long, making her beg for it and try to resist, then talk nasty about what a black cock loving slut whore she was going to be. The next day I left her alone for the afternoon to play by herself. She watched some interracial videos until she got off and then as usual I had her when I returned. The following week we had another hot and heavy session with the usual nasty talk. Afterwards we talked again about the massage at the club a month or so earlier. Somewhat surprising to me, Linda actually made the comment that massage guy did nothing for her physically, that he wasn't especially attractive to her in any way. Then she added that she had not even thought of it or him much since then.

My wife also shared some more thoughts about it, explaining he feelings that night. Essentially it got down to her needing a little seduction, a little eroticism, and even passion to build a little anticipation and excitement for a person, not just perform sex acts with a stranger. I fully understood. I just wanted after all this time for things to start happening.

The next day I emailed her the following question:

So...
You know you want to do it
You know you will enjoy it
You know you are gonna to do it
You know once you do it you'll want to do it again
You know I will keep you safe
So...whatcha' gonna do?
Times a'wastin' and passing by

The next week we had "normal" or "vanilla" sex again. It was good but not erotic and hot such that it brings out deeper emotion and lust in us both, like I enjoy. But then on the weekend we did something new. I fucked Linda in the ass while she was lying on her back. I was on top of her and out of the blue I suggested we try it and she agreed. So I lubed up and started to slip it in while she played on her pussy with her vibrator. It was really sexy and I had never done it like that. I didn't even really imagine it could be accomplished, but with her body positioned the way it was on the bed, she was wide open to me and comfortable. Her ass felt really good and very tight. I came pretty quickly once she climaxed on her vibe. Afterwards, Linda told me she really liked it that way better than any other anal position, because she said it didn't go in as far. I'm looking forward to doing it that way again, maybe even as she uses her black dildo for her first double-penetration!

A week or so went by and we had a few more soft quiet sessions of loving. Then on the weekend, as we were having sex, my wife starts hot talking during the middle of it. She does the usual "fuck your bitch whore fucking slut" thing and went on about how she's a cock-loving bitch, and all that familiar talk which always get me so hard and horny for her. But then she adds a new thing about how she wants some "big cock chocolate meat" and about how she wants me to see her "shared", that she knows how I want to "share her pink holes with dark meat" and see her "creamy white thighs spread by a chocolate ass pounding" her. Man, it was good! I loved having her be so creative and spontaneous like that.

One night we watched a nice video online of this sexy mature British lady with a black thug. It was very slow to start and had a lot of oral foreplay, and the guy was not to Linda's usual taste, being very tattooed and bald as he was. After about ten minutes of it Linda had still said nothing and done nothing. Then when the man finally starts to fuck the older woman and is drilling her hard, my wife slowly pulled my hand over to her clit. She had juiced up incredibly. I fingered her clit and about 40 seconds later Linda screamed this tremendous orgasm. Then she immediately told me to hurry up and fuck her hard. She got down on all fours still staring at the screen and I started to ram her. As I was fucking away at her with the video still playing Linda started to tell me to "take her white cunt" and "pound me with that chocolate meat." She yelled out "move that black ass!" She was really into it and very passionate. I knew she was lost in the scene and her own fantasy, not just trying to entice me but also getting off on talking herself. I asked if she wished that was her there on the screen getting it like that from him and she replied, "Oh yeah, Baby! I do!" Once again, it was totally hot and I shot a huge long load in her.

The next week we had a late night quickie. My wife came quietly on my fingers as she often does, but then right afterward she starts off talking dirty to me, all about being fucked like a "mother-fucking bitch whore" and a "god damn slut, cunt dripping, cock loving, whore." She was intense and as nasty I have ever seen her. So, I added that she was a "dirty white trash slut," and of course that triggered her so that she adds, "a black cock loving, whoring, pussy licking bitch that needs to be fucked hard!" It got me off hard and fast as usual and once again it was really good.

The next afternoon we found ourselves alone and while I was on top of her, giving her a good thrusting, I started calling her a piss whore, and my piss loving slut, telling her how I wanted to piss on her, all over her tits, and on her face…and on her tongue! (Something she continues to say abhors her but which I am insistent she will do one day and even enjoy). Then as I'm fucking away at her, Linda makes the comment that she tasted my piss (meaning from our play time weeks earlier), and tells me that she had the flavor in her mouth the whole night I fucked her. It blew me away. Then she started to stick out her tongue and flick it around, deliberately trying to make me cum from how sexy and nasty she knows I find that and knowing she was teasing me. I finally did cum when she told me she loves to be fucked in her "whore hole one and whore hole two."

Days later while chatting with her on the phone as she drove home my wife says to me that she "missed our basement fun"---meaning our bondage and S&M games, where I usually give her a golden shower---and that she was looking forward to more. She knew I had recently completed a long time project to make a nice bondage bench to tie her to, and we were both looking forward soon to getting some use out of it. I then asked causally if she would ever consider piss play with anyone else and she adamantly said, "No. Not at all" that it was something "just for us." I had to agree. Finally, as the summer drew to a close we had gotten some much better potential candidates via the AFF site, and I was looking forward to her soon selecting one to meet in public sometime for "consideration."

October 2006 - reviewing potentials

We spend some time reviewing replies to her ads without luck. Linda is being very selective, with is certainly her right, but as I can't figure out what kind of guy' photo or email or profile appeals to her, she seems like she's being a bit too picky and it's annoying. We got no female or couple replies. But we screened about a dozen men and only one looked interesting to her, she complained they were all too bald or too old or too chubby, and I must agree they were-she also now decided no married men, which was too bad a sit cuts down on the pool considerably (but I think I will have to get her to reconsider since they have advantages, in my opinion). But what was funny is as I sat there and silently waited as she looked at photos---photos of black men who were inquiring as to whether they might get to fuck her---and there she was casually sitting there and considering each one, it got me excited. I got hard as I realized my wife was contemplating possible sex partners from among these black guys the whole reality of it was very titillating and at last sunk in. There she was, seriously deciding which ones she would be willing to meet to see if there was any attraction and he might interest her. Linda's interest and willingness in looking at these men for a sex partner was very reassuring.

Waking Up Hard

After spending the night online reviewing responses to her ads and sending out new inquiries, I woke up the next morning with a rock hard erection. Linda had already left for work so I reached over for the phone to call her during her commute. I told her how incredibly hard and horny I was, that my stiff prick was aching. She immediately asked why that was, what I had been thinking about…I told her, "The usual…you being fucked…." She giggled. She then started teasing me with hot talk about me watching some dark ass between her legs moving up and down as she squealed underneath it and how she would look over to smile a is jerked off…" I was really excited but quickly told her to stop a is wanted do wait and save it for later…I think she was a little disappointed but understood and giggled again. So I then asked her if she had enjoyed reviewing "potentials" the night before with me and said she had. I asked how it made her feel. She replied, "Nasty". I asked if she liked being feeling nasty and she said "yes". "All those men want to fuck my wife, I said to her, and she replied, "Can you blame them?" I laughed, feeling good she felt sexy. "What are you going to do once you select one?" I asked, and Linda replied, "Fuck him!" That was sweet.

I love how straight forward she was with it. I wondered if it was a change in her attitude or just being playful still with me. I then asked if she had enjoyed how I talked to he the other day in bed (where as I fingered her to wetness I told her again how I wanted to see her be fucked by a hung black while I watched, going into detail about what it would look like from my view). She replied that she had enjoyed it very much. So, I said, "What are you going to do at the club when we go visit again tomorrow?" As usual, before she could answer, I said, "Now I know you probably can't answer and will say you don't know it depend son the scene there and because you have to see what mood strikes you when then...but if you were to tell me what you imagine what might take place, what might be fun, what you imagine a sexy time as, maybe it would help me to understand it better and maybe even facilitate arranging it to actually happen." She replied "okay" but then told me to ask her again when we were having sex. I laughed and reminded her that she had told me before that things she says during says are not always to be taken as serious or sincere. So, I asked if at the club she would enjoy dancing sexy with some guy then going over and sitting down somewhere with him for awhile, perhaps necking and groping, one hand slipping inside her shirt, another hand running up her thigh into her skirt, as her own slipped onto his pants feeling him hard for her…. To this Linda said, "Yes, I think might like that." Such a scene of course was one I have long fantasized about. As we closed our talk I asked again when she would tell me her "lesbian fantasy," and reminded her that I had asked several times and wondered at length what it could be (so much so that I wonder if it was just something simple and erotic rather than detailed and nasty).

Some New Fantasy Scene Thoughts

I had the idea of a few more "fantasy scenes" to do with on camera Linda. Thinking about them was pretty exciting. In the first, she comes in and acts like a whore, slowly undresses to expose sexy lingerie or an outfit underneath, as I lie there on the bed but completely disguised and masked, wearing a black condom. It would be like she was a prostitute meeting with a customer. In another scene I would come in masked to catch her lying on her chest, her ass raised in the air using a vibe on her clit, and then as she sees me she would start to beg for her ass to be fucked. Another scene would be just for her to be lying there in total dark listening to nasty hip hop rap on her iPod, playing with herself, until I come in masked and get her off then fuck her. Lastly, I think about a scene where she would be sitting blindfolded and I come in masked again and tie her feet to a spreader bar, then her hands behind her back. I then slap her tits and pussy, spank and flog them some, then bend he rover and use her hard. All the while she whimpers and pleads in protest, then eventually begs for it.

I had finally got around to building some bondage gear for her. I made a nice spreader bar and a really functional padded bench that we tested out. It's pretty sturdy and lets me chain her hands and knees to it or bend he rover it in various ways. It all turned out pretty professional but we are still experimenting with it.

The Quarter Draws to a Close: Preparing for Future Play Dates

We're now anticipating at least one play day opportunity once a month with a event outside the house perhaps every other month. Our schedule and time is becoming more flexible with family and this is allowing us to make better plans at long last. As we entered the final months of 2006 I realized it had been about 5 months now of our trying to find potentials playmates for Linda. There had been dozens of responses and only a handful she was willing to correspond with, but it seemed they always got too aggressive too soon, did not have good enough photos, were into drugs, married, or had some peculiarity that ended up excluding them. But we will keep at it and I will continue trying to make something happen. I really want to so much see my wife have sex with someone else.

We have at least one perhaps two more play days open of the remainder of the year. At the very least I will settle for another visit to the swing club, though I am desperately hoping for some other interracial party event to present itself. We missed the chance to go to one because of prior social commitments. It really irked me but couldn't be helped. Either way, I expect the next visit we make to the club to be more eventful, as I intend to get her out on the dance floor right away this time and hopefully have her show a little skin too. As it now I am urgently trying to find a playmate or couple to attend with us so we at least have the possibility of getting to know someone. Of course, I can envision all kinds of things happening at a club, but I just doubt she is going to feel comfortable enough at this one to go somewhere and have sex together, but I never know until we get there how she is going to feel or what she will be wiling to do. On that she is predictably unpredictable.

Clarifying Interest

I had posted ads about us on several yahoo groups for interracial swinging but the quality of the replies and their profiles were every poor. People had no photos or had terrible photos that were useless to make any decision about and their responses usually were so poorly written that they all sounded like retards. Worst still, everyone automatically assumed we were looking to immediately hook up despite our ad's detailed description of what we were looking for. So, I posted again with the following:

Hi...still looking for that sexy couple, bi lady, or hot black guy for my first time...seems everyone falls into two categories on here: hook up right now, or drag it out with excuses and photo requests. We're not in either category. I'm for real but need to take things carefully, and that requires a little patience and effort on my potential partner. All I want is someone I can meet to then see if I am attracted. If I am, then I need to take time to build up anticipation and comfort to let me feel relaxed enough to be the nasty thing we want me to be. This means meeting a few more times, you know...1st base, 2nd, 3rd, home...etc., anyone? Linda & Jack

Our Latest Fun Film

We had been really getting into doing videos as Linda was very comfortable with it now and she knew I really enjoyed watching them. I also learned how to better edit them for posting online. We did one where I walked into the bedroom and she is there riding on her black dildo vibe while watching lesbian porn. I just quietly filmed her for a few minutes as she started talking nasty and telling me to come suck her nipples. She continued really getting into using all her toys and to me she was totally hot. I was really getting off just watching her be so horny. She finally made herself cum and it was a powerful one. I soon climbed on top of her and we went at for several minutes until I could hold it any more. I pulled out and told her I was going to cum on her face. Normally she's really reluctant and shy about that, having just never acquired a taste for it and I seldom indulge it, but this time I spewed a heavy load across her lips and she lovingly welcomed it. I was very pleased, even though it was a very uncomfortable moment with the position I contorted into that cramped me up terrible right at the end. But, when I asked her right afterward how she liked it she said she gave "it a 4 out of 5!" That was really good. So, I plan on doing a lot more of that from now on. I was so excited by how sexy she had been and hot it was to shoot on her face like that for a change, that I told her right there I wanted her again. She laughed and laid back for me. Within three minutes of finishing on her face I was hard and pumping her once again! It took me only a minute to cum a second time inside her and it was even better that the first. That had to be a record for me.

Basement Bondage Piss Bitch

We finally got the chance to head down into the basement for some BDSM fun. We hadn't played in awhile and with the new padded bench I made it was going to be different. She had been looking forward to this as much as I had. The first thing I did was give her a golden shower. She was being very obedient and submissive I noticed, and that was something new for her. She kept answering me in a soft and meek vice of "yes, Sir" and "no, Sir." Her hair became pretty well soaked by time I was done pissing on her. When I checked her pussy. I was pleased to find that after being pissed on like this she was very wet So I fingered her moist clit to make her cum in only a minute and a half or so of effort! I also made her confess she loved being pissed on and had her thank me for letting her be my urinal. I then positioned her on the bench and got behind her for a good hard fucking. On film she is whimpering, crying, moaning, begging, and taking it all while her head is still dripping from my soaking. She was very emotional this time, but she has told me before that for her that is part of the release of bondage. As I pumped her good I tried to enjoy her whimpering and finally she started to talk out loud about what a dirty little piss bitch she was and how she needed to be fucked hard like a proper piss loving slut and in between moans and gasps thanked me for my warm golden shower. I told her what a good little piss slave she was and that I was going to pee on her more when I was done using her whore hole. Once I came inside her I moved around and positioned her back where she first was. I then managed to pee on her face and tits a little more. Over all she was much more receptive and submissive to this shower than ever. She really tried to get into the role this time more than ever before. A few days later I asked her how she liked what we did this time in the basement and she said it was "good fun" that she had "enjoyed it" and was something to "do again." The whole bondage thing went smoother thanked it ever has before for us because I was much more prepared and gaining practice, I think. Her acting more subservient and obeying like she, because she was feeling more comfortable herself, did really put me at ease and I felt much more comfortable in my role too. There was definitely a better symbiosis at work between us this time. The very next time we had sex she was still talking about the basement play and told me she had fun. Just her saying that, considering what we did, got me excited. We started talking about it and as we did it she was saying all manner of comments about being made my piss loving bitch.

Halloween 2006

Linda came up to me in the evening while I was sitting quietly, and says to me quite casually, "Well, we have Friday night alone you know, so maybe we can do some of those plans you said you had…" I smiled and caught a little off guard replied, "What?" Then she approached me and whispered in my ear, "You know, those scenes you were telling me you wanted to do…" referring to some of the ideas I told her I wanted to film. I smiled again and then began looking forward to the end of the week. I could not decide just what would be the most entertaining us of our time. Perhaps I will arrange things so she can read the script I wrote, or maybe I will do the scene where she comes in and strips while I'm lying there masked, then she would ride my black condom while talking nasty. Or maybe we will do one of those along with getting her tied to the bed and spreader bar, blindfolded. Either way, I want to be sure to get a lot of photos of her in different outfits, like her zebra skin and boots. I was soon realizing that I really do enjoy my "hobby' of "sexually objectifying" my wife. I am really into her and I think that's why I want to see other men "into her" as well. I like having her be sexual and make me desire her. I managed to jerk off to videos and pics of her no less than three times one day! I made myself cum hard in the morning, the afternoon, and late at night all while looking at media of this 45-year-old mom. You know there's definitely a connection there when you do that your wife.

November 2006

We got several more ad replies and as Linda looked through them with me she made several comments I had to note. She said again she did not all like the bald guys, that she liked some hair, then she said she did not want any "two tone" guys, by which she pointed out that sever photos showed the guys with skin that changed complexion in different parts. I had never noticed this before but she was right. I took this again to mean her preference was for very dark skinned guys. Over all we reviewed about a dozen men and said wasn't sure about replying to some of them, so I pressed her and admitted she was still juts a little embarrassed at the act of communication with men about choosing them for sex. I had to be amused. I told her that I was still very titillated at the whole idea of her reviewing all these "applicants" whom she was going to eventually pick one to meet, and if she liked him, get together and see where it goes, and if it went far enough, that they would fuck. She agreed that this is what was going to happened and that it was titillating for her as well.

I consider this whole effort to make my wife a real slut, and in particular turn her into a whore for blackmen, to not be an attempt to persuade, influence, convince, cajole, or convert my wife into interracial swinging, but rather to simply make her comfortable enough to realize its okay to do what she secretly wants to feel free enough to let herself do. But I am thinking now that she's just so shy and so choosy, and that once she is out somewhere and actually meets some guy and sees more than just a pic and profile, but a real person, she will be more responsive to him (even if very nervous). I may just need to set something up independently, get her there then let nature takes its course.

A Video Script for Her

I was reviewing the several video scenes I've done of Linda the past year or two, and thinking about how I wanted many more to enjoy. I decided next time I would more carefully script a scene her. I told her what I want is for her to film herself sometime while I'm gone so that later I can watch something new and original. I'm going to set the camera up and then go, but I will leave behind a note telling her essentially what to do with her toys. I will also leave a paper by the camera with various sexy things written on it in large type as notes for what she is to say on video. I want her to continual talk to the camera because I get off so much on her vocals and hearing her talk dirty like I love. I want to capture her getting off while looking at the camera and saying things like. Just writing here and imagining her saying these kinds of such incredibly slutty things makes me have to stroke off:

* Hi, I'm Linda, a nasty white wife slut
* I have a dirty little secret…
* …I love nothing better than fucking big black dick!
* I've always been a horny little thing for the 'brotha's'
* But now I'm telling,
* I love having dark hands and lips all over my creamy white skin
* I'm a true slut for black cocks,
* The blacker the better!
* Nothing gets me wetter than fucking some hung young stud's chocolate rod
* Give me some tasty dark meat, baby
* Mmmm…only the biggest and blackest for this white whore wife
* It's the best
* I'll spread all my holes for it anytime anywhere,
* Hard black cock is the only thing for this white trash whore!
* If they're big and black, then line 'em up
* I'll suck them, fuck them, eat their cum, and take it up my creamy white ass
* I like it deep and fast and any way you can give it!
* My white mouth is watering for the taste of it
* My pussy hole is dripping wet for it
* My hot ass is ready for it
* Just hold me down and take me hard, cause I love it
* I tell my husband, if he doesn't give it to me good, my big black boyfriends will
* Because this bitch takes it black!
* Maybe I'll let him watch what a whore his little white wife can really be * …with a dark chocolate prick stuffing her fuck holes!
* Honey…I need nothing but big black mother fucking cock!
* That's what white whore wives do, sweety
* Where I belong is on my knees for black bulls
* Being a good black cocksucker
* …or bent over and ready to put out!
* Rammed hard with a thick brown one
* Being used in every hole is what this ass-fucking slut needs
* If you're black and hard then you can fill my tight little holes
* Make me your dirty white bitch, you nigger bastards,
* Come fuck me
* Come fuck this tight pink cunt!
* …When we're done, hubby can get seconds…or thirds
* Bring your girlfriends too, because this whore goes both ways!
* I like pussy and cock, baby
* Tasty cunt on my face, a wet clit on my tongue…
* …my mouth working some slut, tasting her juices, licking up that hole,
* Mmmmm…delicious,
* I love pussy like I love black cock,
* Fuck my holes while I eat some girl
* I'm a full-service bisexual bitch
* A god-damn dirty white-trash mother-fucking kinky cum-eating slut whore

So, one afternoon when the opportunity arose I asked Linda to indulge me in this special video. I set things up, gave her instructions and the script, and off I went. But juts before I left I started to tell her a little about what I wanted to see it, and she interrupted to shoo me away saying, "Okay, okay, I know what to do, now get going…." I was amused and titillated at obvious her interest and enthusiasm. The film lasted almost ten minutes long of her lying there in her naughty zebra skin lingerie. It was good, but her dialogue was a bit too stilted and didn't quite flow realistically enough. It was god practice though and she said it excited her to do it.

Another Nasty Friday Night

We manage to be alone on a Friday night. I asked Linda what she wanted to do and she suggested we watch some videos in the bedroom. Since we really had no decent porn on video any more, thanks to the internet, I suggested instead we watch some on the computer as usual, even though we both agreed where it was located was not the best room for relaxing or getting sexy. So, Linda then suggests we watch her recent film of her talking nasty to the camera and playing with her dildos. I have to say I was caught off guard and surprised. I didn't expect her to want to see that herself, or at least so soon. I considered it would be sexy to watch it with her, especially the first time, but I also felt it needed to be "pre-screened" to see how it turned out, and besides I wanted to save it for later when I could first enjoy it myself alone. So, I had to decline and instead we watched another new special film we did we did where she comes in dressed very conservatively in professional clothes and I am lying there masked, wearing a black condom. She starts to act like a call girl and I stoke myself hard while she stripped. She looked really sexy and was acting especially nasty. Soon she was aggressively on top of me, talking nasty the whole time about being a slut for black dick. We then fucked for a few minutes and she really played t up well. Unfortunately, the video is just too dark to see much.

After we watched that vid I showed her my last small batch of "fake photos" that I did of her some 9 months earlier and she was really impressed. She had never seen these ones and I think it had an impact on her. It had been over a year since she last saw any of them, so maybe it resonated more with her now. Linda was to later tell me they turned her on and she wanted me to do more. I found that encouraging. Right after that I showed her two really short amateur clips. She really paid attention to them and I noticed as she sat there her body language was started telling me she was getting aroused. By the second vid I reached over and felt her hole. As expected she was deliciously wet and I started to play with her clit as she watched. The clip was in a hotel room with some anonymous stud driving himself hard on some anonymous light skinned women with red hair screaming for him not to stop. In less than a minute she climaxed powerfully without taking her eyes off the screen! We quickly moved to the floor and I entered her for a few minutes of pleasure. Then we ran to the bed to get more comfortable. As I was fucking my wife she got really, really nasty. She told me she "wanted some black meat," that she "liked it chocolate," then asked me if I wanted to see my "dirty white wife get used" and to "watch her with some nigger between her legs." I could only moan and pound into her as she went on about it. I finally managed to ask, "You want it; you really want it, don't you? You're ready for it now, yes?" To which she replied, "Yes, baby, yes, I want it!" as I came really hard. It was all very sexy. In the morning I did her quietly thinking about it all over again.

Private Party Approaching

I found another local group online that hosts private interracial sex parties. They were holding one at a hotel on an upcoming Saturday night. I check them out for a week or so and we were soon invited to attend. Happily, without any substantial reluctance Linda agreed to go and we arranged to get away that night. Although she was a little apprehensive about going to a "private party" at a hotel, and I'm sure certainly will be nervous that night, I noticed she did not express any great anxiety about going. She of course made no promises as to what she would do or how long we would stay and I assured her of my usual promise that the moment she was uncomfortable we would leave without any problem, as well as that I would fully watch over her the entire time there.

So, I have good feeling about this event and my trepidation over how she will respond is minimal. I don't really expect much to happen, except at least some mutual voyeurism and perhaps getting her some "exposure." I think of this as just an opportunity for more "baby steps" and one more bit of progress toward eventually turning her loose. Yet, I'm thinking that maybe this time may be different for us. This is no visit to a swing club after all, but a private fuck party, and an interracial one where men bring their white wives to meet black guys for sex. There was going to be no avoiding seeing what was going on and everyone in the room was going to be serious, even if several were new couples like us and not necessarily going to play.

As the day draws near for our attending the party she and I have been quiet and said nothing to each other about it. I know she knows full well what kind of event it is and she printed out the directions for us. I certainly have to find that encouraging. Maybe we will see something really sexy this time. Maybe we will meet someone that will interest her and she will take another small step toward our goal. Who knows? I hope at least the attendees will be attractive enough, not all gross fatties, and that Linda will find the scene sexy. I also hope nothing makes her uncomfortable. Since I am totally unsure what we will see or how Linda will feel once we're there, I'm trying not to get excited about going. I'm not anticipating anything. That way I have no expectations and won't be disappointed. It's difficult, though, not to fantasize what might possibly go on, of course. I realize that we are at last finally getting to the kind of party where there will be plenty of action and the most opportunity for her ever. That alone can't help but make me somewhat excited, even as I try not to let it.

The Night Before…

Well, as the time approaches to attend our first-ever interracial fuck party I am getting even more nervous, more so I think than about anything we have ever been to or done before. The reason is because the night before we were talking and I said to Linda, that we hadn't mentioned anything to each other all week about this event or talked about sex at all for five days (partly because we both had colds) but partly because I think we were both keeping our anticipation under wraps. Sp I finally told my sweet wife that I felt like I was about to burst with it all. She laughed and said to go ahead then and talk about it. But I laughed too and replied that I didn't really have anything to say, just that I was anticipating it a lot. Then I told her that I wanted to lay her down naked in the dark and whisper in her ear as I played with her or she played with herself. She giggled.

A few hours later there we were nude on the bed in the dark with her blindfolded. Linda prompted me softly as to what I wanted to tell her. I started to whisper in her ear that I could just see her at the party…her naked ass being shown off, her luscious tits exposed for everyone to see, and some black hands rubbing all over her thighs and arms, then playing with her pussy, with me sitting next to her, maybe watching her make out with some black guy… I was rubbing her all over and trying to get her excited. I was breathing heavily thinking about the scene and started to get hard. I asked if she could imagine that happening and she replied, "I could see that…" I thought her answer was one of the more genuine and serious she has ever given me on this topic, considering we were just lying there in the dark together and the circumstances we were preparing to get into the next night. So, I kept on trying to excite her, telling her that we were going to a party where all these black guys would be standing around naked, their dicks just hanging out for her to see, and that they would be fucking all these white wives in front of her, and surely coming up to her to introduce themselves and interest her, and that I would be showing her off. She giggled, and answering then with something I found surprisingly reassuring, said, "Yep. That's right." So I went on about how she might end up getting felt up in front of me or rubbing some guys cock for him. Then I added, "It all depends on what mood you're in and what you feel like doing when the time comes…" which of course was a direct repeat of what she often says to me. Again, to my delight she answered very frankly, "Yeah…that's possible. We'll have to see."

Though at this point as she lay there I still wasn't getting enough response from her pussy, as she wasn't really wet, so she asked for her vibe toy and started to use it on herself. I kept whispering in her ear, now telling her that I wanted to show her off and let all the men get a good eyeful…and maybe a handful…that there would be no avoiding seeing the action and it would be very easy to get involved. She answered me with, "…Maybe." Then she got right up on her hands and knees and said to me, "I want to be fucked by you as I use this on my clit. I want to cum at the same time you do." So, without hesitation I quickly got into position behind her and worked myself easily inside her. I did it slow, enjoying and savoring it, thinking as I did about the party, visualizing her like this right there, but surrounded by black guys and maybe finally giving it up to one. My wife then said, "quit teasing me" to which I replied, "Mmmm, I'm teasing myself, honey." Soon we were going at it pretty hard and she blurted out softly, "I doubt I'll ever find a black cock I love as much as you cock, honey, but I'll try." This really sent me over the edge and I was rock stiff and drilling her deep and steady. I quickly asked, You gonna fuck in that room n front of all those people tomorrow night? She responded, "Mmmhmm…we already did that once…" But I answered, We fucked in a dark room of strangers, this will be a bright party of people who you will meet!" And then to my further delight, my wife replied, "That's the plan." I started really fucking her hard and I could tell she was getting worked up with her vibe. I told her, "I want to watch you get fucked, I want to see you fucking, I want to whore you out, to slut you out, to see you pleasured to see you perform for me!"

I started to really drive my dick in her and her hole was really, really wet and hot. She worked the vibe on her clit moaning, and then saying, "Yes, that's it right there that's the spot" which she does sometimes when she finds the best place on her clitty. Then I said, "I could just see you like this, with me behind you, and some black guy's cock in your face, you licking and stroking it…you like that, wouldn't you? You gonna do that tomorrow?" And to my pleasure, she replied, "Possibly…you never know…we'll see if there is someone there that I like." I was so excited I started to slam fuck her and moan while she started cumming herself in a long wailing cry. I exploded behind her with ten seconds. Right after I told her how hard she made me and how wildly I just came. Because most all her talk came during foreplay it seemed to me to not be the usual fantasy hot talk but something more sincere expressing a new seriousness more intention on her part. The words she used were not those she normally did and to me that conveyed something more. I was very pleased. So…we can only go with an open mind and see what transpires. But I am now more hopeful of the outcome.

Just before we left however, she told me she was "very, very nervous," that she considered this to be "just an experience," and to not expect her to be doing anything with anyone. All I could do was say, "That was always what I expected, honey, so let's just go and try to enjoy ourselves and see what we can see." I thought to myself, well, I expected to hear that so it changes nothing. I am going with an open mind. I have my fantasies of what I'd like to see, but I am realistic too. At the very least this is a major step for her to take, so even if she is just around a bunch of naked interracial couples fucking for the first time, and flirts or gropes a little with a black guy, that is huge progress and I will not see the night as any kind of wasted opportunity.

The "unbelievable" party

Well, to make a long story short, simply because it would be exhausting to recount all the details and I have no wish to relive some of them, we were terribly disappointed in the party, but we had so many laughs at its expense that we cannot call it a total waste. On our way in we were intercepted in the hallway by a small skinny Caribbean sounding black guy in his early 40s, who was clearly way stoned. He let us into the hotel suites, Linda clutching my hand so stiffly I had to practically pull her in. Instead of entering into a lounge area the door led right into one of the tiny attached bedrooms, where the first thing we saw was a chubby black guy's huge flabby ass as he lay there in bed next to some chubby blonde. It was not a pleasant site and we both tried to avert our eyes at the sudden shock of it. Then some bozo white guy pops out from the bathroom side door next to us and practically knocks us over. From there it just got worse. As we went through into the larger suite area (where we were told clothing would be required and nudity restricted to the bedrooms) the first thing that hit us right as we came in was a hugely obese naked blonde woman sitting on top of a fat black guy on a massage table. It definitely was not a pretty site. The older woman was jerking the guy's limp dick and greeted us like we had just entered some country buffet (the few minutes we were there this obnoxious cow kept trying to make small talk as she loudly tried to work the guy over). There were about 7 or 8 black men that I counted around the three rooms, all pudgy or fat, most bald, and likely all over 40 (I thought I recognized two of them from their email photos or online profiles). All of them were nervously standing around in socks and underwear. Linda instantly wanted to leave and let me know, but I managed to quietly say to her, "Okay, but not just yet, we'll slip out in a few minutes." We were immediately put off, and not at all excited by the scene. In the second small bedroom two white guys, one fully clothed, one naked and Hispanic-looking were helping some slender tan blonde woman lying on the bed as she was trying to blow some big fat black guy's limp member. The Hispanic guy nervously tried doing her doggie style and seemed to have lasted about 30 seconds. The white guy was just sitting there playing with her tits. The black guy looked bored. The woman, who actually had a very lovely body, with superb legs and nice abs, nonetheless had a really skanky look about her, like she had been used too much. We also think she was drunk or stoned. She pulled out some huge electric Black & Decker mega vibe to make herself cum but we hardly noticed. We were so embarrassed by it all, we kept giggling and whispering to each other almost the whole time, trying hard to keep our heads down and not even look in the direction of the obese woman who was actually trying to make conversation as she sat there on the man struggling to make him hard. Two guys tried to say hi to Linda about she only quietly smiled politely and they left us alone. All the men seemed very awkward and embarrassed, as well as pathetically desperate. They could tell we were uncomfortable and that Linda was not impressed, and as we started to snicker and giggle in our discomfort, somehow it was contagious I think. The Caribbean guy was nice but trying way too hard and would not get the hint that we had no interest whatsoever. He also kept misreading both of us, making faulty assumptions that had us both laughing at how poor his sense of our mood and interest was. After about ten minute steps, I made our move and out we snuck. Why the bozo in charge did not think to bring us through the main doors into the suite rather than through the bedroom where we were immediately struck by the couple lying there, and then had no clue that the site of such naked obese people would be a turn off, I have no clue. I think these "lifestyle" swinger types are so inured to it all and so clueless about how newcomers like us might feel that they don't realize they suck all the eroticism and sensuality out of the entire affair. We left giggling at the absurdity of the whole scene. But on our way out the Caribbean guy caught up with us and had to walk us all the way out of the hotel through the lobby down the elevator with us. He still had no idea as to why we really left and kept apologizing for all the wrong reasons. It just made him all the more lame. So, we drove home, laughing and sighing, yet disappointed and a little depressed at the wasted occasion.

At Home After the Party

Once we were home and relaxed Linda was waiting nude by the bed and I turned the camera on her. She leaned against the bed and I asked her, "So, what would you have liked to have happen tonight, Linda?" "She grinned, and then slowly softly began telling me what would have been very sexy. She describe how she would have liked to have spotted some sexy blackman across the room and watch as he came over and introduce himself, sat next to her, then started to touch her knees, then run his hands over her boots and up her leg to her thighs, caressing them, telling her how sexy she looked. Then he would ask her to dance, and as they did he would rub his cock against her hips to let her know how hard it was and big it was growing. She started to play with her tits as she then said he would bring her back over to me and tell me that he "I'm going to fuck your wife now" and that I would just say "Go for it." Then she went on to describe how he would lay her down on the bed and start kissing her tits and rubbing her…"then he would just take me" she concluded. I was surprised at how much detail and thought she had given it and how clearly excited she was by the whole ting. I asked her if she really meant it and really would have liked it, and she just gave me the sexiest mischievous smiled and nodded yes. At this point she climbed up on the bed and started to rub her clit. I asked her what she would do after he fucked her, and she said, "I don't know…I would just have to see…it depends on how I felt." So, I asked what if others were watching, and to my delight she said, "I could see maybe having one suck my titties while the other licked my ass." I could take no more at this point and jumped on her and started to eat her pussy. She came in seconds and I instantly plunge by stiff cock into her. As I was riding her hard and fast I looked down at her after awhile, she looked so beautiful and sexy to me, I have not seen her so turned on in some time, she was really soaking wet and smiling and giggling the whole time as she pushed her hips back against my thrusts. I then said to her, "Baby, as you really wanted to get fucked there tonight by someone didn't you? That's what you secretly hoped for isn't? At this she giggled with such lust I was astonished, she looked right into my eyes and nodded up and down vigorously, and I could only moan an d moan as my dick raged harder than I thought possible and pumped her wetness as hard and fast as I could, I looked back don into her own yes and I said, "You mean it! You really mean it?" and She yelled out, "Yes. Baby, yes, I wanted to get fucked!" and her eyes glazed over, as if she were drugged but she kept smiling ear to ear in a massive grin, alternating between giggling and crying at my pounding. It went on like this for minutes until I climaxed and collapsed on her. I was more spent than I ever have been in my life.

The sex was so good it made the whole lame party worth it. There was no doubt in my mind that we had had another significant breakthrough. It very well could have happened that very night with someone had there just been a candidate suitable. During the wee hours of the early morning, maybe 4 am or so, I was hard as a rock from it all and tempted to roll over on her and just stick it in (she likes when I do that). But instead I waited until the morning and did it. Whispering in he rear to remind her of what she said, asking her again if she had honestly meant what she said about secretly hoping to get fucked. Again she told me yes, and I told her that I knew, that I suspected that was the case all along and understood that she probably could not admit it to either herself for me, but that that was okay. We fucked intensely and hotly but I was so turned on it only took a few minutes.

We surprisingly were unable to have time for sex again until the next weekend. But when we did, and it was soft and quiet, my head was still filled with the previous weekend's excitement between us, and I recalled all her words an the wonderful lusty glazed look that had come over her along with the tremendously delicious sexy grin that I had never seen before. I will never forget it. I hope I bring it out of her again soon.

The next weekend after that we were in bed in the late afternoon, having made time for sex, and just lying nude there in one of those states where no one wants to make the first move or has an ideal what to suggest or any direction for things to go in. Linda started on her own playing with her pussy quietly. I was on my side with my back toward her. I just listened as she started to moan louder and work her pussy feverishly. She started to really work her hips up and down like she was being fucked or something, which normally she never really does when playing herself. I could tell somehow that she was lost deep in some fantasy. I started to imagine that she had some one there licking her clit, their mouth all over her pussy, or maybe a guy fucking her. The bed was bouncing some from her effort and she was really moaning, occasionally crying out "Yes, yes…" I started to get really hard just listening to it. Now my mind was actively visualizing her with someone. She went at it for about five minutes, far longer than it takes for her to normally make herself cum. When she climaxed it was tremendous. I rolled right over and said, "Mmmm…now it's my turn." I fucked her good thinking about what she just did and what I imagined going on. The thoughts of our last session were still fresh in my mind and I suspect Linda's as well.

New Year's 2006

So, because of flu season family illnesses and holiday commitments, we had over a two-week gap in December of no sex at all. On New Year's Eve we were not feeling 100% and took it easy. But by late that night when we were finally alone together, we had our traditional nasty New Year's Eve fuck. She waited on the bed for me and I climbed on top, but rubbed my cock shaft against her wet clit. She moaned and told me how good hat felt. So, I kept at it, and soon enough she was climaxing from that alone. Her wet pussy juices were all over my cock, and for a moment I wondered if I should make myself cum too by clit "fucking her." But, I knew we both wanted it inside her. We fucked long and hard and I reminded her how the last time we were on the bed just like this she had confessed how she had really hoped to get fucked by a sexy black guy at that party. We went at wildly as usual, our excitement magnified by talk and thoughts of what might have been, and may soon yet be.

On New Year's Day, we were able to be alone and Linda dressed up for me in a very sexy tight silky black cocktail dress with high heels. She looked fabulous to me and I hadn't seen her in the dress in years. It fit her really well and she was acting really hot, wearing no panties or bra under it we talked about how it would be good sometime for her to wear out on a special occasion to meet someone. We played around then she went in the shower for a bit. As I was preparing to come in a few minutes later I heard her moaning. I looked to find her with the new shower massager aimed right at her clit. She was standing there moaning, working it against her pussy, totally into it as she looked up at me, and within seconds was making herself climax hard. I called her dirty slut for making her self cum like that without telling me and she looked all sad and innocent. I was excited and my dick was hard. I had been waiting for her to get herself off using the shower spray and she had yet to ever do it. Now she had discovered how powerful it was. I got in the shower and she quickly asked me to give her a "special" shower of my own. She sat down but I was too excited to piss on her, and her telling me now to use her "as my toilet" only got me even harder. She had never said that before and it really turned me on. I pulled my wife out of the shower and had her soon bent over the bondage bench that was still in our room. I slam fucker her good from behind as she moaned and cried out what a skank piss whore she was. I called her my nasty piss slut and a piss drinking cum-bitch and she told me again how nasty she was and loved being covered in my piss, "soaking wet as my toilet." Again I told her I would take her to a club and "loan" her out to every black dick who wanted a piece, and she added, "Share me like the whore I am!" It was very rough and very intense for both of us. I shot my hot load deep onside her, cumming hard and heavy. Afterwards we both agreed it was really good.

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