I am a married white female age 32 and I live in Redlands CA. I have been a big fan of the Dark Cavern for sometime. My husband and I fantasize about me being with another man quite often in bed. I'm not quite sure that he would like it in reality but am willing to find out. One year ago we were talking about it quite often so I actually did it. I had an affair with a black man. It was the most wonderful experience of my life, sexually. I never got around to telling my husband about it and as time passed it seemed like it was too late. The black guy that fucked me actually videotaped me. That was a tremendous turn on as well. Unfortunately I never got a copy of the tape. I am now seeking to do the same thing, only this time I would like a copy of the tape. I wish my husband could be involved. I'm afraid that it would be too difficult to get him to do it the first time. The idea of my husband or a white man watching me with the black man turns me on incredibly. So I would like to find a white man that I would be comfortable with who will set me up with a black man and videotape it for me. If there's someone out there who could accommodate this please write me and maybe we can do this. PS. One of the reasons I never told my husband about the first time was because he was black. I'm not sure how he is going to take that part because we never discussed the other man being black even in fantasy. The fact is though, that I only want to do it with black men.