July 2008 - She Did It!
My Wife's Very First Black Fuck

(Note: this first part also appears in a shorter version with pictures in the Dark Desires section).

She did it! My wife fucked two black guys at the party! After years of persuasion and waiting, Linda jumped right in and in one night had sex with two black guys she had just met! I was so proud of her. The two guys didn't even know it, but they were only the 2nd and 3rd men to have ever had her in her entire life. She moaned and squealed the whole time and afterwards smiled. I was impressed and proud of her and even got it all on video.

The details: We got to the hotel room about 10pm. Linda was wearing sexy black crotchless fishnet stockings under a thin black cotton skirt with a matching strapped blouse. Immediately I noticed it was not the best selection of black guys for her, as most of them were kind of out of shape, or even plain obese. But after awhile Linda relaxed more quickly then she did the first time we were there. A few other white couples were already present with the wives playing back in the bedrooms. I spotted a few men that looked like they might be good candidates for Linda but she didn't agree. All the men were every polite though and definitely interested in her and trying their best to casually flirt. One large guy kept rubbing her ass as he talked to her, and though she let him she wasn't at all interested in him. She later told me that as he did this she was just watching me to see if I was seeing her permit what he was doing, but from my vantage point across the room I missed it all.

After about an hour there, Linda was sitting on a sofa with a guy in his late 20s or early thirties, not someone I would have suspected she'd be interested in. She had finished the cocktail she'd brought with her and appeared to be just talking casually. I was hanging out unobtrusively, hoping to enjoy seeing her flirt or catch more of the guys flirting with her. I kept checking on her to ensure she was comfortable and attended to. I was always close enough to assure her comfort but never interfering. All she really did was stand around here and there, occasionally watching the interracial porn playing on the TV, and every once in awhile gaze over at me with a slightly embarrassed grin. Then at one point I looked over at her to see her and the black guy she was talking with get up from the sofa hand in hand. She smiled mischievously at me and they both walked into the bedroom. My moment of puzzlement suddenly changed into a gasp of realization. Linda seemed to have picked someone! I practically fell out of my chair to follow. My heart started to pound. Could this be it? I wondered. Had she picked someone or was this just to get out of the hot crowded room? Linda was looking back at me the whole time with a subtle grin.

Her First Black Man! - Wham-bamming that tight white hole

The next thing I knew they were standing together next to one of the empty beds and the guy was behind my wife rubbing his hands all her all over. I was still a little stunned, but I kept my calm as I accepted it was finally really happening. The guy was not very dark and didn't seem to be particularly in great shape from what I could tell, so I was a little surprised at her choice, though grateful she had actually selected someone. I fumbled for the two small video cameras in my pockets and set one up on the table near the wall in front of their bed. In the background noise of the party I couldn't hear what they were saying to each other but he was feeling her up good and Linda was clearly reaching around and rubbing his cock through his boxer shorts. Within seconds she was dropping her skirt and he was naked. She turned and grinned at me and I knew it was really going down! I started to film when she told me to go and get her purse, which I ran in haste to do. What a turn on that was!

The whole event itself was a blur and I can barely remember it in enough detail, I was so excited. I was a little out of it trying to remain cool as things were happening so fast. After all this time and waiting and preparation she was going through with it but I couldn't seem to stop and get my mind around it enough to just relax and enjoy it. As I ran to the other room to get her purse I decided to slow down and take my time. The anticipation and excitement built knowing she was there alone with him nude, the two of them rubbing on one another. I returned to the room and presumably handed my wife the condoms from her purse, but she said, "No," that she wanted the lube. For some reason that excited me. I then saw that the man was already busy putting his own condom on. I handed the lube to Linda then stepped back against the wall and started both cameras (I wanted two just in case something went wrong with one). The guy's cock was already hard. I saw it was both noticeably larger and longer than mine. Good, I smiled. She was going to feel this one, I thought to myself.

Still standing at the foot of the bed, Linda lubed herself up then leisurely reached behind to help him finish putting on his condom. From where I was I looked as best I could in the dim light to make sure he had it on properly. Linda stood close against the bed facing it, just waiting for him with a cute grin. She didn't seem nervous at all now, I noticed. I concentrated on viewing through the camera I was holding. Without formality or foreplay or any hesitation he tried to enter her while they were standing (which at the time I didn't think about, but later it dawned on me she always talked about being taken by a black guy while standing). But he couldn't work it in and Linda instead crawled forward onto the bed. She got on all fours and he moved up close behind her. Within a few short seconds he was pushing his cock inside her.

My wife grunted softly as with one firm thrust he first pushed himself inside her. Linda continued to grunt like that as he quickly started to pump his hips. After a few tries and some friendly suggestions from her this back guy she had just met was fucking my wife! He started going at it and within half a minute she was squealing and uttering a few cries. Then in less than two minutes total time he was finished. I heard him moan a bit and she moaned in response, sensing him tense up I suppose, and then as she murmured a soft, "Yeahhh" he made a final thrust. That was it. With a soft grunt of, "Ahhh, shit", he had climaxed in my wife.

I can't blame the young guy for cumming quickly, her tight red-headed, pussy, and those curvy, creamy white ass cheeks, and sexy stockings all looked good to me too. Pounding a fine mature white slut is a rare thing for a young black man. He rose off the bed and complimented her. She just turned and sat up beaming with smiles at him and at me. I couldn't hear what they said to each other, as I was busy trying to collect my cameras and get her skirt for her. But another black guy who had been standing nearby stroking himself and watching the whole time, immediately asked her if she was ready for more but Linda just smiled and politely said, "Oh, no" and he understood she was taking a break. She really wasn't interested in him anyway.

As I helped her with her skirt we whispered to each other that it was over pretty quick. My wife nodded and smiled with a reluctant acceptance. I was very proud of her but clearly disappointed at how quickly it was over and how fast it had all happened. It was certainly nothing like I had imagined for so long or even expected might possibly occur that night. Part of me was also worried she was about to say, Okay I'm done let's go home. She later to told me he was a little clumsy at the start and had pushed too hard in the wrong places when trying to enter her, so that she ended up being a little sore. That accounted for as much of her squeals as his pumping. (Though she can take a hard pounding internally, externally Linda's parts are more tender than other woman I have known.) It's of course understandable he might have pushed in the wrong places a few times, given the darkness of the room, the unfamiliarity with a new pussy, and those damn condoms rendering a cock almost numb. But still, it wasn't bad. She did say though that she noticed he was nicely thick. I asked her later why she picked him and she said he seemed nice, was very friendly chatting, and had one of the least out of shape bodies there. So when he asked her a second time if she wanted to fuck, she said she simply decided, "Sure, why not get it over with." I was surprised at how casually she was treating it all, given the years of apprehension and negotiating to get her to this point, not to mention her anxiety even earlier that night. Right afterwards we went out and sat in the front room where it was now cooler and brighter. We chatted with a few people and Linda continued to just smile pleasantly. It was all still dream-like to me. It had happened so abruptly that I didn't even find myself having the chance to get hard at it.

Her Second Black Man! - Effortlessly wearing her out

It didn't occur to me at the time that Linda was still just comfortably hanging out, which obviously meant she was open to still more. About twenty minutes later I went in to one of the crowded back bedrooms to see some of the action going on with a sexy mature blonde. With some persuasion Linda eventually came in as well. I moved to the other side of the room in order to leave Linda more available for any guy who might want to approach her. Soon I couldn't make out any line of sight to my wife anymore given all the men in the room standing around in various stages of undress waiting for a turn on the blonde. A few minutes later Linda suddenly walked toward my side of the room motioning for me to follow her out. I wasn't sure why. I figured she was either bored or too hot again or might even have suddenly decided to leave the party or something. But as I followed I saw her walk out holding hands with another black guy and they went straight toward the other bedroom! I suddenly realized right then she was going to fuck a second black guy! I was shocked and delighted.

Just as with my wife's first black man earlier, they were quickly standing at the foot of the bed, with him behind her, the two of them rubbing against one another. This time I saw her hand reach around between his legs and as she groped his hardness I heard her nastily say something like, "I could fuck that all night". I really started to get excited now. (Though later when I asked her what she had said and she told me she was just making sexy talk and had no memory of anything they might have said back and forth.)

I had the cameras out and ready in seconds. My wife had lowered her blouse as the guy stood behind her momentarily reaching around to play with her tits. I saw her briefly reached back to feel him again. But I couldn't really see it in the dark from my angle nor could the cameras. I loved the sight though of his dark hands on her creamy white tits, seeing the sultry look on her face as she gazed down while he firmly squeezed them. He was whispering to her but all I could hear was her playfully saying, "MmHm" several times in response.

This guy was a little darker than the first one but about the same build and age. He tried playing some with her pussy from behind as he put his condom on. His cock didn't seem very large at the time, but had a dark color and I noted with satisfaction that it was definitely thicker than my own. Just then another larger dark black man who was standing nearby watching reached out his hand to tweak one of her nipples for a few seconds. I loved how open she was being to any man who wanted a feel. I then wondered if she might be ready to handle two at the same time. Again, having a little experienced this time, as before she dropped her skirt and positioned herself on the bed on all fours, just waiting to be taken doggie style (her favorite position). Taking his cue the guy moved up right behind her to rub her softly here and there. Then, with a push of his cock, unceremoniously entered her. This time Linda moaned softly when he plunged himself in. Within a second he was thrusting her forcibly. As he did she moaned and squealed a little more loudly, "Oh!, Oh!". The other black guy standing nearby again reached out a few times to play with her hanging nipples or rub her tit. He started to stroke himself, and finally moved in front of Linda on the bed only to be told by her "One at a time."

As he started fucking Linda, I told her to tell him what she wanted, hoping she might begin to talk dirty and encourage him, as she so often does fantasizing at home. She said nothing but only turned her head a few times to look at me the best she could. The man was fucking her rapidly now, holding her hips or rubbing his hands along her thighs. With her head down, she continued to squeal at his thrusts. She cried out, "Yes, Yes!, Yeahhh!, Ohh!" repeatedly. He soon asked her softly, "You like that?" Linda answered him, "Yeahhh, Keep fucking it, fuck it." He responded by drilling her even harder and my wife cried out, "Fuck me! That's it! Yes!" It was hard to hear her and the audio on the video did not pick up much of it at all, but at one point he murmured something to her and she cried out, "Pound it, yes, yes, that's it!" as she lifted her self up on her arms. She turned and looked at me several times while moaning and groaning to his rhythm and even with her faced pressed against the mattress I could hear her utter, "Yeahhh, Ohh! Mmmhh, Yes!" Finally, after about five minutes of this non stop I heard her cry out, "Nnnooo, oh, oh, no, no."

Without missing a thrust the guy replied with something like, "Gonna give you want you need", the other men nearby encouraged him and said something to her too but it was inaudible from where I was. Then she said, "No more, no more." Behind her on the bed his knees kept her legs spread far apart. She screamed out, "Ahhhh!, Oh!, Ahhhh!", as his thrusts forced himself in her deep. I was ecstatic to see her being used hard and figured this time she was really getting into it by screaming loudly and saying, "No, no" like she does at home on occasion. I spoke up at this point and said, "She likes to say no." He turned to look at me and nodded. As he continued holding her hips and steadily pumping her hard, I then told him to spank her, but foolishly he ignored me. Had he done as advised she would have gotten very wet and even more eager for him.

Then at my insistence the other black guy standing went and held Linda's arms down for her as she got drilled some more from behind for a half a minute or so. I thought she needed a little encouragement here and would enjoy that, since my wife often fantasizes about being taken in just this way. Finally, when she creamed out loud twice he slowed down then stopped for a moment to let her rest. At this point though, Linda was fatigued, a little sore, and just emotionally overwhelmed by it all. She wanted a break, but for whatever reason wouldn't change to a more comfortable position. When he started up fucking her again she was just ready to stop. Between panting breaths she said clearly, "I'm done…I can't take any more." So the guy obliged. He pulled out gently and rubbed Linda's all over thighs and ass as she collapsed on the bed. She apologized and smiled but he said it was fine and told her it was no problem. I felt bad that he did not get to finish in my wife and that she was so wasted. He was actually pretty gentle with her, and definitely enjoyed taking her the way he did. I am sure he could and would have gone on much longer with her. I told him next time she would be able to take more. I was just starting to get excited myself when she ended things too soon.

As before, at this point we had to leave the party early because we were both very tired and the next day had along drive ahead of us. Linda definitely enjoyed herself and I suspect she was ready for and interested in more that night if she hadn't gotten sore. Her first time being blacked only made her ready for more ---just like so many other white women have claimed. I have a boner right now just thinking about what might have transpired!

My Wife is Now a True Life White Slut

I was a bit dazed and astonished at how rapidly and suddenly it had all happened and how very casually it unfolded …she was taken from behind, then it was over quickly, then the next one has her before the first experience settles. I wished they had played with each other more, as there was hardly any foreplay or interaction. There was no tit sucking, no kissing, no oral, and she did not come close to climaxing at any point. But that's for the future. The second guy more than made up for first. He pounded her for seven and a half minutes, and wore her out only because the earlier one was thick and a bit clumsy going in. I certainly couldn't be disappointed, seeing as how she had eagerly done two black guys in one night after having never been with anyone else in her life before! In that regard it was beyond my expectations. My wife finally became a whore for blacks! Now she has been with more black men than whites. Had more blacks see her nude than whites ever have and had her tits and pussy handled by more blacks than whites. I have been and will continue to be the only white who has had her.

On the way home Linda said it was fun, that the second guy "was big" but that he also went too deep, slowed down too much, and kept taking himself out and reentering. She hates both of those things during sex, and he ended up hurting her a little by missing it a few times when he tried to put himself back in. This explained why she was ready to stop. For me it was better to watch later on video, but at the time it was still all a blur and a shock that I hardly remember it. The video quality on both cameras was horrid, unfortunately --- too dark, terrible sound, background noise, distracting party talk, the other couples in the room moaning, etc. There was also too much camera motion and I did not change angles at all --- in short, all the pathetic problems always seen in amateur films shot at swinger parties that I bitch about myself whenever I watch them on the Net. LOL! Now I understand the problems husbands face when filming them. Still, I have already jacked off to the video repeatedly.

Back at home that night, Linda said she liked it, that they "were bigger," that it "felt nasty," made her "feel slutty," and that she liked how at her request the one guy fucked her super hard from behind for quite awhile. She said all this to me as she used her blue vibrator on her clit until she came long and powerfully, screaming loudly. I immediately entered her without a second of delay. I took her from behind just as those two black cocks both had earlier that night. As I slam fucked my wife's now soaking wet hole I asked if she had been thinking about them fucking her as she came. She said, "Yes, yes, yes!" I made her say that she had now fucked more blacks than white and had more black cock so that she now really was a white slut wife for chocolate dick! I then ask if she was thinking if him right now and she again yelled out that she was. That made me cum inside her very hard, knowing all the while I was but the third one tonight to get some of that. Later, at about 4:30 am I rolled over and fucked her again in the same position. I just did her fast and furiously then felt asleep again. I was so happy now having a true slut wife. The next day she was sore!

It must have been a good experience and made an impression, I thought, considering how quickly and hard she came that night and what she was saying to make herself cum. That evening we had sex face to face in the dark, silently, softly, without uttering a word, but I know what I was still thinking about still and I like to think she was too. I can't stop thinking about it at present. It's bonerific and I am even more excited now about the next time we go somewhere to play, since I will be able to just sit back, relax, and indulge myself. I will not be as anxious and agitated worrying about how things will go for her or if I will be disappointed again by her not going through with it. She free now to do as much as she wants and I know she will. My wife seems even sexier than ever to me now! Having shared her now has made our sex even hotter. I love knowing my wife has at last been black fucked.

My Cockteasing White Bitch Whore

The week after the party my wife said nothing about it. We didn't it bring it up yet and when we had sex the next two times it was soft and quiet, almost as a way of resetting the contrast of things back to normal. It was erotic, passionate sex, with no hot talk or fantasy talking. Then the next time we had sex we watched some lesbian porn at her request while I licked her to orgasm. Then, a few days later, late one night in the dark we started going at it and Linda made a full confession. I recorded the audio of it as we fucked. My wife made some fantastically teasing comments when I asked her to tell me about her "first time."

As I lay on top of her, slowly sliding my hardness in and out of her wet hole, I ask if she felt any different now that she had gone through with it. She replied, "No", so I asked if she wished she had done it sooner, and again she said "No." Then, I asked if now it was a big deal after all and Linda answered, "Not really." Then I posed the question of whether or not she wanted to do it again soon, She answered, "Yes." A lot more, I asked? Again she said, "Yes," adding who knows what she "will do the next time'' or "how far" she "will go." Excited by her reply, I added, who knows how many you will do now that you're a real white wife slut for black cock. And as if in response as I increased my thrusting she moaned a long soft, "Yeahhhh."

We had not spoken about her experience since that night and now it all seemed to come back with a vengeance here. I asked Linda if she had been thinking about it and she, giggled, saying, "Some." I went on inquiring what she remembered and she started out by just saying that she "…loved getting fucked by some nigger cock." I started to get harder and move faster inside her and she noticed. This encouraged her. In-between moans and grunts she went on to described how that with the first guy who did her, "…he was thick and big and pounded," and that she couldn't "take that black cock pounding" her pussy "bent over like a dog." She added that he put his hands all over her ass, "going deep." Then calmly she relayed how, "the second guy was smaller but used it better." She went on, "I liked it" telling how another guy held her down so "that black bastard" could fuck her, but she "couldn't take it." She added, "I just went over and let him stick it in, he played with my tits then shoved it in." As I enjoyed the feel of being inside her I moaned at her description of the event from her point of view. I asked, "Will you do it again?" and my wife replied, "Yeahhh! I'm going to do it again. It made me feel like a black cock loving dirty whore…." I fucked her harder at this point and asked her "how does that makes you feel?" she answered me, "I like it." Then into my ear Linda said, "My holes are reserved for you baby, and as many black dicks as I want!" She moaned loudly before adding, "They will fill it for you, stretch it out for you." I moaned loudly too at this and fucked her harder still.

Then to my amazement, my wife, cried out, "After that I may only be able to take black cock, big thick ones are the only ones that are gonna' pound this pussy." My hardness was now throbbing at this from my naughty wife. She continued, "You liked seeing your wife nigger fucked, hearing me tell him to fuck it, you liked giving me away, seeing him fill me up. I moaned louder and louder, fucking her harder and harder as she went on. She squealed in reaction to my drilling her hot hole. Then my wife whispered, "After that, I didn't know if I could go back to some white cock…" I moaned in ecstasy at her slutty teasing. I told her to say it again as I felt myself nearing my climax. She responded, again whispering right in my ear but this time more boldly, "I didn't know if I wanted your white dick anymore" I moaned loudly and she started to do so as well. I could only manage to utter, "Again!" And she yelled out, "Once I had those black fucking cocks I wasn't sure if I wanted your white cock any more. I was just gonna' want black cock all the time! All the time, no whites allowed! I came insider her soon after in a very satisfying way. She screamed at the force of my thrusts. It was seriously good and to me, was a new level of intensity for us. She really surprised me too.

Exploring Our Sex Life Further

The next week we were having sex again in the dark. Linda was playing with her black dildoes while I was on top of her moving slowly in and out of her warmth. I enjoyed watching her pretend to suck on her toys, making the effort to show me how she wants to suck on real ones and knows how it excites me. She had two of them on either side of her head, attached to the headboard of the bed by their suction cups. As she kept a third dildo vibrating against her clit, she started to stick her tongue out like a porn star, telling me how she was "keeping my mouth open for it"…waiting for it" telling them "give me that creamy filling." Seeing and hearing this got me harder and I started to fuck my wife faster. I commented that she, "Doesn't eat white cum" and Linda instantly reacted with, "Un-uh, nope." I added she never east mine, and she said, that's because your dick isn't black. I moaned and fucked her deeper. I called her a cocksucker and she giggled, then answered, "I love cream topping, but only on my chocolate sundae." Then she added that the best thing about big black cocks cumming on her was that "then they piss…" At that comment I moaned long and loudly and felt myself beginning to come. She noticed and quickly added, "And black cocks can piss long and far, just the way I like. Come on baby, give me that black piss." She pretended to be lapping it up with her mouth open. Watching her doing this there in the dark I shot my full load in seconds. Then we both laughed and giggled at her nastiness.

Days later, we were back in a similar situation. We had quickly gotten naked and intertwined and then I was inside her. Already I was thinking about our most recent time. Right away my wife told me how nice and hard and big I felt inside her. I had set up the video camera to catch any audio of how I expected my wife would be talking tonight. I wanted to be sure to record her nastiness. I filmed a clip of her riding on top of her favorite black vibrator, rubbing the head of it on her clit the whole time while talking nasty about it, then talking to it as if it were a real guy. She soon made herself cum with a scream, then quickly put it in her mouth afterward to lick it some. She does that frequently when she is really horny now, I've noticed, and she knows I like seeing it, but she never ever licks on or sucks my cock any after I've fucked her.

Right after this Linda moved onto her back as I got ready to mount her. She noted how stiff I was and said she liked seeing that. I said out loud, "I'm going to fuck my white whore." She replied that she didn't know if it would make a difference because she had "already been black cocked." I called her a nasty bitch. Linda replied, "That's white bitch whore, get it right." Black cock-loving white bitch to you." Then she asked if I could feel it stretched out, if I could feel others had been in my space. I moaned more and as if in reply, she added, "I just can't be fucked the same way anymore…I've been shred, stretched, filled up." I moaned over and over relishing in expressing such white wife whoreishness. Again to my astonishment Linda exclaimed, I'm only satisfied by black." I moaned and uttered, "Oh?" She replied, "Yep, I love my chocolate." As I continued pounding her she went on, adding, "Black cocks are different, they just feel different. Just feels so much fucking better in my pussy!" I groaned loudly and she knew all this was goading me into climaxing as well as fucking her faster. Linda went on, saying how I loved seeing "big thick black dick, making your wife's pussy get stretched so that's the only thing she wants now is black cock. Knowing how this teasing was getting me hot she went on telling me how, "it's gonna' get to the point where the only thing I want now will be black cock." I was drilling her forcibly now and cried out, "Chocolate loving bitch whore!" She giggled and reached under her pillow to pull out one of her black dildoes and immediately began sucking feverishly on it!

I loved hearing her be so dirty and teasing me about her preferring black. She could tell too. It was surprisingly titillating and exciting that she so quickly got into it. Clearly it was all making her wet as well. In between slurping on her dildo, my wife blurted out how "blacks own that pussy." She went on describing, how "…they say, bitch your gonna' take it, they just move different, work their hips and ass all into it, make you know you've been fucked!" I moaned and groaned and felt myself throbbing more and more as I approached my climax. Feeling me grow harder, Linda said, "Better watch out, I might get used to it, might not be able to be satisfied by anything else, might not want anything else…Don't know if I'll want anything else now." Then she put her dildo down and looked right at me and said, "Think you can fuck me like my black stud? Go ahead and try." "You dirty fucking bitch" I responded eagerly. "You nasty cunt!" I cried out. She shot back, "Dirty white bitch whore, to you… A black cock-loving, sucking, fucking whore!" Slam fucking her at this now I finally came long and heavy, moaning the whole time, until she replied, "Wow, honey."

Early Fall 2008

Following these exceptional nasty and hot sessions, we had soft quiet loving twice in a row over the next two weeks. Then on the third occasion as things went in the same manner again, I was going at it from behind with her on all fours when on her own my wife starts spontaneously moving her head up and down moaning as if she was giving a blow job. I watched in fascination for a few minutes, enjoying seeing this incredibly non-oral woman with a hyper active gag reflex get more and more into her fantasy cocksucking. Her head bobbed rapidly as her hands worked some imaginary cock as if it were in front of her. With a whisper I finally asked he, what are you doing? She blurted out, "Can't you see I'm busy?" That totally turned me on. I drilled her feverishly. She moaned more loudly and pretended to give her blowjob more eagerly even playing that she was swallowing a load. I spent myself soon after. I then asked what made her do that and she replied, that she just "felt like it." I grinned. She had never done that before.

While I was out of town on business, Linda managed to film herself playing for me. I always look forward to watching these. Sometimes it really ends up exciting me. I enjoy knowing she is getting off alone, fantasizing, being nasty, and possibly doing something kinky to excite me. The first video she made on this occasion was of herself pretending to go to bed and lamenting how horny she was, then finding her black "lovers" had left her some dildoes under her pillow. She started to suck on all of them then use each on her clit. She made herself cum powerfully while stuffing one of them in her mouth as best she could. She really did seem to get off on sucking it while she climaxed and spent a good amount of time (for her) with it in her mouth. I actually counted she had hers lips completely around it at least an inch and a half for more than twelve seconds, a new record for her exceedingly limited fellatio skills. So for her this was progress. She also licked her toys clean for a few seconds after she came. The next clip she did was her in the shower talking to the camera and pretending to practice being peed on by blacks. She did a fantastic job of taking streams of water running off her dildoes as of they were pissing on her face and into her mouth, smiling lasciviously to the camera and making all manner of sexy faces and sounds as she let it run out of her mouth, spit streams back out, and even swallowed gulps of it. It was totally hot for me and makes me hard just relaying it now. She topped it off by pretending to let one of the dildos cum in her mouth. She did this by taking a mouthful of yogurt that she then spilled out between her lips that she then sucked back in her mouth and licked off the dildo. I had suggested she try doing that sometime to turn me on by showing she was practicing for the real thing. The effect was hilarious but still very erotic. It made me glad she was making such an effort. Later after I viewed the clips I complimented her on her enthusiasm. We soon did several more of the yogurt "cum eating" practice clips, and one of these ended up with her best cock-sucking effort ever. She really got into pretending and her technique has improved some. I think knowing she had to pretend to take a load in her mouth helped her get into it.

I also asked Linda to sometime film herself talking about her first experience being blacked, and to tell about it candidly. She has yet to watch the video of it yet. I think she is a little embarrassed still. There was another play party in the early fall that I had tried to get us to attend, but Linda's moodiness interfered and she said she just wasn't in the right frame of mind again to participate. Since her mental and emotional state is such a big part of being ready, I had to accept it. We did argue some again over our schedule and so many missed opportunities for club and party visits. I fear it will be another 6-9 months again before we do anything. She at least promised that we would make every effort to attend the next one this year. Oddly, she made the comment that she thinks she prefers the club scene now to private parties. I told her that entirely contradicted her previous opinion that the club was too chaotic and unpredictable, with no way to know the kind and number of men who would be there each time, whereas the party screened guests ahead of time and that every one there was on their best behavior. I couldn't get from her why she had such a change of view but after I reminded her she agreed that I was probably right. Strange. As it is right now, I am eager for our next play opportunity, even getting antsy about it. I fully expect now for Linda to at least do as much as her first time and very probably a lot more. I am also eager myself to get at any of the sexy wives when they allow the white husbands a turn. I definitely intend to get finally some pussy this time. Both occasions in the past there were sexy blondes there I would loved to have ridden. Hopefully that will be the case again.

About twelve days went by before we were able to have sex again. As we got into things one Sunday morning Linda went straight to my ear and began her lezzie tonguing on it. I made a comment that she sure was horny and she replied, "Yes, and not interested in cock." I enjoy it when she has such change in tastes. It adds spice and variety. On the Internet I came across a series of photos of wives with black men where people had added text balloons of dialogue or thought balloons showing what the woman was thinking. They all had a theme of the women either submitting to dominant black men, or cuckoldingly teasing their white husbands about their preference for black. I had to admit these got me hot. I ended up collecting about 75 of the best of them into a folder for my wife to view sometime when I was not around. Wondering what effect they might have on her is intriguing. I expect they will only encourage her nastiness and her budding enjoyment of verbally expressing her preference during sex. Perhaps it will give her ideals for talking nasty. I even made an audio compilation of the best of her hot sex talking and listened to them while looking at a slide show of her best sex photos.

We also spent a weekend watching a lot of porn, and even took a look at that old 1970s film, "Mandingo" about a slave owner's wife in the Old South who seduces a slave stud. But it was so tame, so lame, and so cheesy that it really did nothing to excite us. Then we watched a lot of amateur porn, including one of my favs where a blonde wife gets used really hard by a bull on a sofa and he totally dominates her. Linda came hard while watching it and fucked a long time. As we did she talked back to man on the screen saying she wanted it too, to give it to her, that she needed it. Then she came again on her vibe while I was pumping her form behind and to the side. I love it when she gets off to interracial porn as I fuck her. A week later I fucked her from behind while she was on her belly facing the TV and watching more porn. It's like a way of reprogramming her, conditioning her, making connections in her psyche between her sexual pleasure and thought and site of black men with white women.

Next - Part 19