Fall 2005 and the Holiday Season

It had been awhile for us since we had had any "nasty" sex or talked about it or even watched any porn (at least with her together, I mean). So, we started out slow and soft like my wife likes, and needs, occasionally. We started eventually to talk about some of the past recent porn we had been watching, then about my usual fantasies, until I then started to talk about her "promise." Linda teased me a bit about it, be coy, then after I had her again tell me that she would fuck a black guy for me sometime when she found one she liked it to get me hard. As we lay there I told her to tell me a fantasy but she was shy, so I started a scenario out for her about what happened the prior weekend when I left her alone in the house for the weekend, saying "Did you boyfriend come over?" Right then and there my wife then started an elaborate and well-narrated about a black cop who came to the door and she ended up showing him around the house for "security" then flirted with him until he finally has her up against the wall where he handcuffs her and fucks, telling her the whole time how he was going to make her his white bitch and give her his thick meat good. She told me how she did everything he asked and spread for his dark meat and took it in both holes until he was satisfied and told her that now she was his 'bitch." By time she had finished I was already on top of her shooting off. I just then asked if he had left his load in her and Linda said, "Oh yeah, all of it, until it dripped out." She really got into telling it and could barely speak toward the end between her moans and squeals from my thrusts.

Even Better Golden Shower Fun

Our second golden shower experience was even better. Just as I had planned, I tied her up on the floor spread eagle, then unceremoniously gave it to her long and close up. I was incredibly, uncomfortably full and ready to burst. I aimed right for her cheeks and lips and forehead, then her hair. Linda protested and sputtered. Kept her lips shut tight and tried to turn her head but she took it all and right after I ate her cunt until she screamed while her hair and face were still soaked. I mounted her and drilled her with my incredibly stiff cock until she was screaming from my thrusts. Afterwards, she said it was fun and like how hard it made me. I couldn't thank her enough for the experience it was superb. Definitely a do again we both agreed, though she said I had practically choked her as it went up her nose and splattered her mouth. I was excited that it had splashed her teeth as she squealed and stammered from the spray. I knew she had tasted my piss and it excited me for weeks. She really liked being tied up and blindfolded.

Weeks later we repeated the whole scenario. This time I tried to keep a dildo against her clit while she was tied up but it did not stay in place. I took the blindfold off this time and sat on her chest so I could really piss her down. She was tied more securely with less room. I was also even more full than last time and gave it to her for over a minute and a half. My wife definitely took it better this time and I slowed down and stopped several times so she could catch her breath and not start to gag. I was also abele to make her take it against her teeth even more and I saw it drip and splash her tongue at one point! I had held a small bowl under myself as I hosed her down, then after poured the excess from the bowel onto her chest but it was cold and she did not enjoy that. I had so much piss that I sprayed her chest and her pussy really well too then Linda's hair. Afterwards as before I gave her a really good hard fuck and then a minute later pissed again on her chest. During that last Linda encouraged me and I let her hold it. It was even more fun and she greed it was sexy and made her wet. She told me she like how hard I had fucked her an how nasty she felt covered in my piss. She also told me my urine was not as "strong" as previously and that made it easier for her. I can't wait for the next time. I really love pissing on my wife during bondage. I must have it more!

December 2005 It occurs to me, I imagine, that whenever my wife reads this someday she might say about some parts that she has no memory of ever saying or doing certain things or maybe even recalling a particular episode as I have recorded them here. She might even say, "You were thinking that at the time?" or "Is that what you thought I meant"? I suppose some subjectivity is always going to occur in a journal of this sort chronicling one person's perspective. I only hope I am not too far off from her view in some instances an that refreshing her memory also deeply arouses her in the process.

I fucked my wife in the ass again, it was good but not as great as I wanted it to be. It seemed rushed and she asked me to hurry. I never like that. I want her to cum while I fuck her ass like she did once before and not tell me its getting uncomfortable. At the least I want her to tell me it was really good afterwards, and not just "fine" or "okay." She's seldom interested in it and unless I really prep her and get lots and lots of lube, and she is nasty about the whole thing, the event can be too awkward.

Fucked by a "Stranger"

I bought my wife a sexy "zebra" skin lingerie outfit (stockings, teddy, panties, gloves) that I saw a woman wearing in an interracial porno. I thought it was very sexy and definitely appropriate. She wore it for me along with some black stilettos. Very hot. I can't wait to put pics of her online. We set up an elaborate scenario to film where she was playing with her black dildo and a knock come at the door. She tells me to come in but to her complete surprise I came in fully dressed in some old clothes wearing a hood and gloves that completely concealed my identity, but hanging out of the button fly of my jeans was a huge lifelike black dick. She gasped and smiled. I knew she was surprised and delighted. I moved over to her and started to feel her up. My wife shuddered at the very first touch of the gloved hand , and she said, "Well, hello stranger…you gonna fuck me with that?". Then to my surprise she hungrily grabbed at the rubber cock and pulled it to her mouth! She never does that with mine! She sucked and mouthed at it hornily as bets she could while I rubber her all over and undressed her top and worked my hand in her panties. I know she has the fantasy to be fucked by strangers and that she loves the idea. So I climbed on her and started to work the head of the dildo against her clit while she moaned loud---she was enjoying playing for the camera I noted.

Soon I was humping it inside her a few inches while she was getting off to her vibrato rand talking incredibly nasty. It was just to big for her though (she old me so later) and I couldn't manage to work much of it in her but boy was Linda turned on. At once point she screamed, "Fuck me, fuck me! Give that big black cock, I love it it's the best!". I pushed it harder in a few times and she really yelped in discomfort. I was so hot for he rat that point. My own cock was aching folded inside my pants. She came soon from all this very loudly and intensely. So I flipped her over and tried to get her from behind on all fours for awhile. She continued to beg to be fucked hard by that black cock and at one point I rubbed it against her ass and she said longingly, "You gonna put it in my ass, too?" Knowing how big it was an how little lube I had it hadn't even occurred to me, but realizing that she was willing was so ready and astounding. I silently pumped her pussy a little more as best I could manage in the position, making sure the camera caught enough of that huge black meat penetrating her then I left the room and she collapsed. With in 10 or 12 seconds I entered entirely nude with my dick throbbing and jumped on her. We played it all out as if it had been real and she had just actually gotten fucked by a black stranger. She was soooo nasty and wet and horny and knew I was really turned on . We fucked really hard for about 25 minutes talking non stop about how he had rammed her and given it to her good and how she had cum. It was sweet. We agreed afterwards to do it again and try to make it go smoother. I will have to use a smaller dildo though, that really thick 9-incher was just too much for her. It was a lot of fun and we both really enjoyed it. I think it really also helped her visualize how she could do the real thing sometime.

When I later looked at the video it was incredible. It was so easily to fantasize it was real. I jacked off like half dozen times to it. Then I made some vid capture images from it and I was stunned at how real they looked. Simply incredible. Way beyond the fakes I had made in the past.

More Online Disappointment & Redemption with the Black Ass Film

Weeks later my wife at last agreed to my request for her to take spend some time on the PC and then engage in some online hot chat. Again, it was terribly disappointing. We went first through her compiled emails received from the DC site and not a one proved interesting or arousing to her. I think men must all be typing them off the spur of the moment with one had after they see her photos because they are so poorly conceived and give her no real reason to be interested. Or else they are so long-winded and so dull in trying to tell her "who they are" that she doesn't feel motivated to respond.

What she wants to read is something briefly about them physically and then be told about how her photos made them feel, what they think of her body, what they'd like to do to her, with all the nasty hot details. Nothing rude or gross, but definite explicit. A nice accompanying nude picture with face and erection of a dark skinned guy who wasn't fat or hairy would be perfect. But so far she's yet to encounter the combination. It doesn't have to be a long email at all, but when she gets a few sentences like "You're hot, I have a big dick, where are you located?" is a total turn off. So are photos that are either clearly ripped from a porn site or show a washed out blurry self-portrait close up of a dick or a fat belly. Sheesh.

So, we ended up at long last wither trying to hot chat but it failed. We tried Yahoo and AOL at 1 AM on a weekend but the few men who contacted her had nothing to say, or had strange profiles, or were white. After an hour we gave up. So we ended up looking at videos and I showed her my special compilation clip that I made just for her. It was a montage of amateur clips, mostly muscular dark skinned guys fucking light skinned mature women---but all viewed from behind or the side and showing the man's ass pumping up and down like she always says she loves to watch. Within a minute I reached over to her seat to feel she was dripping wet. Linda asked me to finger her clit and just about a minute later I made her come hard. We repositioned ourselves so I could fuck her good on all fours while she kept watching. Soon my wife asked me to "pound her hard just like the guy" on screen was pounding the girl. I asked if she was jealous of the woman and she moaned out yes. Linda kept on watching and talking hot about it but I was so lost in feeling and filling her wet hole I couldn't pay much attention. As I drilled her I told her I was going to share her out to get fucked and let every black guy take a turn who wanted. She just moaned, "Ohh, yeahhh…" We were getting rug burn so we moved to a bed and I surprised her by eating her pussy and making her cum again. There in the dark room my wife whispered how she couldn't see who was fucking her and that it could be "anyone" maybe "even a black dick." I knew she was fantasizing and was letting me know. It was good. Finally as I kept working it in and out of her she exclaimed, "Fuck me with that black dick!" and that got me really going good. I came hard too.

She Will Fuck Them

We were trying to relax and have a long overdue conversation wherein she promised we would sit down and at last make some concrete plans as to how we would go about following through on some of our long expected adventures. So, there we are lying in the dark getting horny with each other. I say to her, "You gonna fuck for me?" meaning, is she going to have sex with black guys sometime like I she knows I want her to, and she responds with a pause followed by, "If…I find one I like, I told you." So, I sigh, and with a bit of irritation, say, "Well, hon, that's a given, isn't it? Like I'm going to select some fat hairy monstrosity for you and say, Do him?" My wife laughs amusedly at this and I repeat the question so that she replies with just, "Yes." Then I respond, "Would you at least sound a bit enthusiastic or interested?" And then Linda says, "Yes, honey, I'm going to fuck for you." And that made me feel better so that I smiled and held her tight and told her how much she excites me and how I love her and how sexy she is. Then I asked her, "Do you want to see me fuck someone, someone you select as "interesting'" and she replied, "Yes, baby." Then we had quite passionate sex. But we really didn't make any "plans."

I had the chance later to look at some of her recent pics, doing that always gets me hard. I looked look at some of the old fake ones I did too, I still haven't gotten around to making any more in over a year. I've collected plenty of new source material to do some truly fantastic ones, but somehow it's lost some of the magic. I suppose I'll return to it again. If she were to inspire me, I know I would do it right away.

My Secret Dildo Whore

On the weekend we watched some of our own videos, one of Linda and her toys, the first one of her and the "masked stranger", and finally two of us just going at it on the bed. We talked about each one and agreed we thought we were both sexy and horny. At this point we started foreplay and before long Linda was down on all fours with me behind her. I told my wife how incredibly sexy she looked to me getting off to her black vibe, grinding her clit on it, but that I wanted to see her actually fuck it, to ride it good, to ram it and out of herself. I said, "You never done that yet." But then she confessed to dildo fucking! Replying coyly, she said that she actually had already done it. "You actually fucked your dildo all the way in!?" I asked. She replied, yes. When I asked when, she told me right after I had first gotten it for her, when she was alone she fucked it all the way. I was shocked but giddy with excitement. What a nasty slutty little thing I thought. "You never told me," I answered. She giggled and promised to do it again in front of me. Right then I fucked her like a dog hard, deep and fast, calling her a dildo whore while the videos played on. Later Linda said it was a nice to fuck while watching ourselves on video for a change.

Our Private Dance Party

We had the chance to finally have our own private little home dance party one weekend night. We got dressed up and made a playlist of the best dance and classic disco tunes we liked. For about two hours we boogied until we were ready to drop. Then toward the end Linda changed into her sexy clothes and we had some wine. That's when I unleashed my stash of funky "nigga' rap" on Linda. I played a host of nasty hip hop and explicit rap tunes. I caught her by surprise with them but thanks to a drink or two earlier she quickly got over her shyness at the ridiculousness of some of them. She soon worked the beat and started to get into the groove. The music was all tunes perfect to strip by or fuck to. Soon she was exposing herself to me while she danced, touching herself, humping the air, etc. Then she started squeezing her own tits and rubbing her clit as she danced. She did a pretty good job too. I sat down and just watched at this point. I knew the music was making her horny with all it's explicit black guys talking of fucking and sucking and getting pussy. I asked if the music made her horny, and nodding shyly she answered, "Yes, honey, it sure does." I really liked seeing her act so sexy to such nasty "nigga'" music whose intent was so clear. I am pretty sure Linda understood the message and was getting into it. Pretty soon we were just fucking right there on the floor of the living room. We rushed upstairs to finish and Linda jumped on the bed positioning herself on all fours. As I got behind her and removed her soaking sheer panties I had the sudden kinky idea of putting them in her face. I half expected her to do her usual bit to resist such things, but instead to my surprise she moaned and played at sniffing and licking them. Looking right at me she inhaled her own scent deeply. I was really hard at this and put them right over her face, making her wear them like a mask. I flipped Linda on her back and started to fuck her while she continued to lick the crotch of her juicy panties. We immediately started all manner of lez talk about what a slut she was for pussy, how she loved pussy, that she was a cunt licking whore and a lesbian slut. I called her a dyke bitch and she moaned, "Yes, yes, yes." I called her a pussy eating whore wife and said how she needed tasty pussy right in her face. She moaned and to my delight repeated it all with enthusiasm. Linda was really wet and fucking me back enthusiastically as she continued sucking on the panties. I asked her what she liked more, dick or pussy, and she yelled out, "Pussy, I like pussy best!" At that my throbbing cock spewed inside her. I didn't know how much of what my wife said was sincere or just lost in the moment hot talk, but it was grand. So much so, that within a few minutes I was on top of her again fucking her more slowly for round two. Within a few minutes I was erupting forcefully in her again.

New Years 2005

We didn't get to have any sex for most of December it seemed, and then finally on New Years when we did, it was soft and slow but sexy …at first, then once more Linda was the one who on her own turned it into something more. Out of the blue my wife started the nasty talk about "spreading her holes for any cock as long as it's big," then as I started to respond to her by fucking her harder (which is maybe why she started to hot talk it) she next started to go on about how big black cock was what she would really spread, and of course, I started to cum right there. Afterwards neither of us talked about it at all. It's such a given now for us.

January 2006

Come the first week of the new year Linda dressed up in some sexy clothes and her favorite wig one night. She was acting all sexy and hot, so that soon we were going at it pretty nastily. It soon turned into some delicious rough play, that always gets me really hot. It was then that I noticed this was like the fifth or sixth time in a row that we had had especially "nasty" sex with nothing "soft" and with no complaint from my wife. Usually, it was standard of us that we had soft "vanilla" sex once for every two times we did something more elaborate or nasty.

Yet Another Heart to Heart Talk

My wife and I still have problem with our sex lives. Seems every three months we have the same discussion. I have to remind her that once again she is not putting the effort into our marital relations. I have to point out that, going on 4 years now, she allows every crisis (finances, health, family, career, whatever) to sap all her emotional and physical energy so that there's really none left for our sex life. I told her it's become an excuse. Then I reminded her that she has promised repeatedly to make our relations a priority and put more emotional and physical energy into it. It's a bit depressing to have a partner who you know likes sex and wants it, just be too tired for it. The postponements and endless putting things off, forced me to have yet another talk about our missing opportunities and failing to make time for intimacy. So, I lectured her on all this again and yet again she agreed with me and admitted that she wasn't putting it as a priority and that she needed to and wanted to. I don't know what else to do at this point. She is so sweet and loving and works so hard. I absolutely cannot blame her for being so tired, yet I need and want us to have more and better sex….together. My sex drive just far outweighs hers, I guess. But, if we don't make progress how will I ever get her into a place, an opportune location in time, where we can have sex with others?

Soon after our talk, Linda surprised me late at night in another hot outfit. She had her usual sexy attitude, the enthusiastic and unapologetic about her horniness one, that I so love. As we started to make it, she surprised me by whispering in my ear and asking about my fantasies. I moaned and caught off guard could only tell her about wanting to see her with another woman and with black men. Then my wife started to tell me of dreams she's had lately about fucking strange faceless men of all colors. Finally, we ended up talking about going to the sex clubs again someday soon. I made her cum with fingers so she screamed out in a long powerful orgasm. We then fucked passionately, talking hot the whole time until I too came long and strongly. The whole thing was very fulfilling and reassuring. Later on, regarding hot talk my wife once more mentioned that sometimes she is just caught up in the moment and doesn't recall what she says.

In Later Weeks…

I asked Linda one night if she would find it sexy for others to see her "stranger-fucking" video, and shyly she said, "yes." So I will soon have to edit it for the DC site. I must admit it's exciting to think about her getting turned on about others watching her as much as it is the thought of her being watched.

The next weekend when we were making love in bed late at night, I just quietly made playful foreplay on her for awhile I was partially just trying to see how she would react and to also give her the opportunity to enjoy some soft loving for a change like she needs and enjoys. Of course, I always like it when she changes the direction into something more erotic and illicit. But, soon enough, Linda started nasty talking all on her own. She began simply by saying she needed to be fucked and loved by big hard dick inside her wet pink hole. But soon enough she was telling me to fuck this "whore bitch" who needed some 'fucking cock hard." I responded to her by being more enthusiastic and moaning. Quick enough she started to tell me what a "black cock slut" she was who "spreads her white married pussy for any stiff black meat. That made me drill her even more eagerly. Then alluding to the earlier masked scenario my wife started to tell me how she had been "fucked" the past weekend by some stranger, who just came in and took her and she knew he had to be black because his dick was so big and because "he really knew how to fuck" her like the "white cunt whore" she was. At that I simply exploded in a long wailing moan.

The weekend after that we had another late night interlude where once again I started out very quietly and subdued but my wife soon went off talking about getting wet from watching all those videos with me (the ones with white women and blacks). Happily, while I am on top of her I realize that she is getting wetter herself as she talks and that she has been going on like this for about 10 minutes. Again, no soft-n-nice loving here. Finally, she goes in to talking about what a lezzie whore she is and how she loves women. She licks my ear like it's a clit and tells me what a hot dyke bitch she is and a pussy loving slut. It was pretty sweet and again got me off nicely.

Golden Shower Morning

On my birthday morning Linda really surprised me. She knew I had requested to give her a piss facial, which is a real treat for me, but the night before we ran out of time and energy. So that morning she gets me out of bed, takes me in the shower and kneels down for it. I was somewhat stunned, because, after all, morning pee is pretty strong and yellow and I figured she would just not be able to handle it at all. But boy did she impress me . She took it all on her face, and better than she had earlier even. She made me proud and I immediately fucked hard right there, letting her know how sexy it was and how happy I was.

Ass Fucked by a "Stranger"

I set up a scenario where Linda again waited on a bed in her sexy new zebra, "I'm a white slut for blacks," lingerie. I told her to expect me to enter, masked as before, and this time fuck her in the ass. So, I set the camera up to roll and then discreetly left the room. She was much more relaxed about it all this time. She then started talking directly to the camera about how she really "likes to be fucked" and how her "favorite kind of fucking is black fucking." It was pretty hot. I soon entered as "the stranger" and pulled out my cock (in a brown condom!). Linda was very sexy talking to "the stranger" and stroking him till he was hard, then rubbing his dick on her tits and telling him how "she needed to fucked hard by a big cock," but that her "husband wasn't home," so she guessed that this one would "just have to do." Then she confessed to the camera that her "husband doesn't know she likes it black, or that his poor little white wife was a whore for big black dick!" She was very good at improvising and spontaneously playing it up. It was very sexy to watch later. I then got on top of her and entered her slowly, trying my best to let the camera catch all of that "brown" meat penetrate her on clearly. It went well but could have been better. Soon she was talking again encouraging the stranger and to the camera added, "I sure hope you're watching honey…I sure hope you're finding out and watching your little wife get fucking used by this big black meat!" Soon I had her begging for it in her ass and I was then entering her and taking her there from behind. She laid on her chest and told me enthusiastically to give her that black meat in her ass and make her a "little ass fucking white whore!" As I began to really pound her rectum she moaned and cried and screamed and, to my shock, finally yelled out, "Fuck my ass with that big black mother fucking dick!" Right after that she moaned and screamed out, "Oh! You are giving it to me up my ass! Make me your white god damn ass fuck whore!" She was very vocal and intense. I fucked her ass longer and harder this time than I ever have before, and that alone was great. Afterwards my wife told me it was a lot of fun. I have since watched the video of it about a dozen times. It's now my favorite despite the flawed lighting, sometimes clumsy action, and mumbling directions to her under my breath. It was good to at last get her being taken anally on camera. Linda saw it and thought it was very sexy and very realistic. I definitely have to share some of it online.

Bondage Fun

So, one night I tied her up a little, on her knees, ankles and hands behind her, lightly flogged her aggressively for a bit, then ass fucked her. She got sore too soon and I wasn't finished, but I didn't mind because I decided to fucker pussy and had not ever done her in the ass first then finish in her other hole. So I did and it was good.

I later decided it would be good fun to try to take my wife to this open air reggae café bar for dinner and dancing, as we went in the afternoon and we were one of only a few whites there, but it had a friendly family atmosphere. I imagine that being around all these black men might be enticing and who knows, she might get asked to dance, but alas, we have not gotten the chance in these many months.

That week we talked on the phone as she drove home about the "stranger" fucking video and I told her how hot it made me to watch it and how sexy it was. She told me it was good fun to do and also that she had enjoyed later seeing it herself, that it made her wet. Later when I re-watched it several times again myself I thought about how sexy it was to see her make those comments about pretending to be doing something illicit without my knowledge, which she said at the time just suddenly came to her and seemed exciting. I got hard listening to her talk that way and it was strangely arousing. I decided I liked it that she was being so nasty in new and teasing manner with all those comments about hoping I was watching and finding our. I do hope she does more of that, but I'd like to be on her own initiative and not something I suggest or entice her into.

Finding Inspiration

I came across some swinger ads on line by other white wives that really made me stiff when I read them. They had lines like:

…Married but naughty sweet white wife with hubby who likes to watch seeks dark skinned Black thickly endowed gentleman to spank me, ride me, give me your Black cock deep in my ass or stretching my pussy all night.

...Married attractive white woman with curvy body seeks regular kinky nasty intense encounters with assertive well-endowed Blacks who are long-lasting heavy cummers.

….Mature white wife seeks big lean muscular well-hung dark skinned Black bulls to discretely fuck me senseless and send me to heaven while hubby watches.

…Married white woman seeks aggressive Black Bulls to use my body for every imaginable pleasure while hubby watches. Take me, control me, and satisfy my wet craving. Hubby will to try and fuck the cum out of me from other men.

…Hot and horny sexy mature wife seeks fit, handsome, aggressive, well-hung, 8" or bigger, sexy Black men to take me hard and stretch my pussy where it has never been stretched before. Make me scream and so hot I will beg in front of my husband to be your personal slut to your Black cock .

…Married slut loves well-hung in-shape guys to pound my pussy and ass all night, long hard deep strokes from an 8"+ to work me over by black men with proper dicks. No friendship, no romance, just straight to the point black bull Power fucking.

I swear just reading them made me almost blow my load thinking that could be my wife someday, that she might either write such an ad or be the center of responses to it. The women really knew what they were after and were unabashed about it. I want so badly for mine to feel the same and share it with me, to open herself up for me to the whore she secretly wants to be and show me how horny she really is. I will have to let her read the ads herself sometime.

Blowjob Practice?

After a discussion of our sex life in which my continued discontent at her deficiency in ever satisfying me orally, Linda made a nice offer where she agreed to setting a regular time every Tuesday & Thursday night for sex, and specifically for her to have "blowjob practice." She expressed that although it would take her time and effort but each occasion would end with me coming in her mouth and her swallowing my cum (!). I was very pleased at her offer which seemed genuine and sincere at the time. But in the 10 weeks since, we mutually have yet to follow through, the reason being once again because of the usual interference of daily life and our general lack of energy every weekday night. [---Note: over the coming weeks this promise was abandoned and she never did follow through on in the slightest for the year].

As Spring Neared

We were all out of town for a few days and left alone early one morning we were able to sneak back to bed. I was expecting some quick soft sex as I knew my wife wanted. I was slowly kissing her all over and feeling her up nicely when my hand found her curvy ass. I enjoyably squeezed it hard and whispered to her that she had a really nice ass. Linda then responded to me with the somewhat surprising comment, "You had that ass." I thought she meant what I thought she did but I casually inquired anyway, "I did?..." She replied, "MmmHmmm…you sure did. You fucked it good and gave it to me." So much for the "soft sex" I happily thought to myself. I asked her if she liked that ass being fucked. She told me she "sure did." I paused to recall the last time we had had anal sex, it was where I tied her up and surprised her by forcibly making her take it. The thought made me feel pretty good, since sometime earlier I was coming to be somewhat disappointed in our anal sex episodes. Only afterward did I then fuck her pussy (following my first carefully washing up.) Before that time it was the "masked stranger" scene that I gave it to her in that tight ass.

So, I then asked her again more seriously, "You really like it up the ass then, sweety?" She answered, "Yeah, I do" and excite by this admission I said, "Mmmm…Excellent. Very good, you nasty little ass-fucking slut," and started to kiss her harder.

After a few moments of fore play followed by my getting her off nicely with my tongue, I just plowed my hard-on right into her wet hole with out a word. I forced her to open-mouth kiss my still dripping lips so that she tasted her juices all over. That always excites me. Linda did her usual uncomfortable protest but I kept at it, making her kiss me and holding fists of her hair tightly while continuing to rigid slam my cock into her. Quickly she started to protest with soft moans of, "No, no, don't stop…" which only encouraged me. I started to pretend I was really taking her by force and held her arms down and told her to "Feel all that hard dick, you bitch." She started to get wetter I could tell and she tried to struggle beneath me, thrashing her head side to side and telling me over and over, "Stop, stop. No, no." As I grunted on top of her she respond with. "No, it's too big, it's too big." At this point we always clique and I tell her things like, "Take it, you whore" and she continues to feign resistance. I could tell she was really liking it and I tried to indulge her as much as I could while myself really enjoying how hard I was and how forcefully I was pumping her. It took only about 2 minutes of this excitement before I couldn't stop myself from shooting inside her. I whispered, "You're taking my hot load in your hole, you nasty little fuck!" Linda again softly protested, "No, no. no." Then we were through.

The Next Week

Days later Linda and I were talking about some things following and my suggestion we try phone sex at long last. She ended up telling me that she was really just too shy to hot chat online, and that she did not want to ever try any phone sex with another person. I was stupefied. Previously she expressed some interest and willingness to do these things and knew I really wanted her too. I was pretty irritated and pressed her on the seeming change in view. She told me she couldn't tell whether she had actually changed her mind or had just not been accurate in the past in expressing how she felt about those things. It really soured me for the evening. She had already recently promised to hot chat again and I didn't want her doing something she didn't really want to and wouldn't enjoy. So I was confused. In the prior 10 days we had been able to have sex only one time, then had not had the chance again for over 4 days. Then after my grumbling once again that we were not getting enough sex, she said once more how she expected to have soft sex, since that we had not done it soft in a long while. We ended up not being free to do anything and I was sorely disappointed. At this point I've more or less determined that I definitely prefer nasty, not soft sex. Oh, I will take soft sex over no sex, and I'll enjoy it, but it's just not my preference. Even then, I like to hump hard during it and take her from behind as well as talk hot if I can get it. But if I know she is insisting on it being "soft" then I really say nothing and just go through the motions, meanwhile generally trying to fantasize about the usual things. I suppose one must occasionally have some "vanilla" sex just to give the other contrast. But I don't feel I have to eat ordinary fast food in order to appreciate a meal of fine cuisine at my favorite restaurant.

Another Masked Adventure

One rare weekday afternoon we were alone and set up a new masked video adventure. She was wearing a mask too, in the expectation we would put the clip online afterward. I also wore an 8" black dildo in a way that made it look very real protruding from my jeans. She first started sucking and licking on it really nicely, better than she does on my real one it seemed, as she was taking it in a bit deeper and longer and licking more as well as rubbing its head on her nipples. It got me hard for real in my pants watching her work. Then I got her spread on her back and pulled out a condom to put on the dildo to make the whole event seem even more real for her. Linda played the horny slut wife part. It was good at first, though she kept muttering to me under her breath and the video picked it up. Then I had her from behind really and gave it to her hard. She took all of the 8 inches which was thicker than me. Finally she begged me to cum and explode inside her so I pretended to climax. The lighting on the video was great with her pale white skin contrasted and glowing. She looked really sexy, but her masked did not fit right and kept falling off (which really ticked me off) and combined with a bit of overacting on her part that made the whole thing come across as too staged (she hadn't quite figured out how to play the "scene") the whole video was a bit of a wash out unfortunately. Not our best work but good practice.

Her Surprise Set up

A few days later we had yet another exceptionally rare opportunity for more private daytime fun. Before Linda came home she called me and told me to wait upstairs for her naked on the bed and blindfold myself. It was so unusual a request that it was good kinky fun. So, she came upstairs, got naked right away and then crawled on top of me and began grinding her ass and pussy all over my thighs, and chest and cock, then sat on my face more moment, teasing me. Then to my great surprise she told me to go sit in the tub. She followed me in and took of my blindfold. She was still wearing high heels. She squatted over me and to my delight and shock pissed on my cock a little. That got me totally hard. Then we got up and she led me back to the bed, where she bent over and told me to fuck her. After awhile she got on her hands and knees and got out her favorite black rubber cock vibrator. A is fucked her she rubbed its head on her clit and we started to talk really nasty, she told me my pounding was pushing her against it and it was going to make her cum. She finally did it in a long wailing scream as she yelled out, "Fuck me! Fuck me you black nigger bastard!" I was a bit stunned by her intensity but it made me explode soon after too. Hers was one of the best orgasms I have ever heard from her. Then I told her to suck it and she really went at it (as best she could) licking its balls and slurping on its head and rubbing it against her lips. I asked her a few question and she responded, "I can't talk! My mouth s busy right now!" That was so sexy, it made me imagine we were really having a threesome and she was sucking on some guy. I came really hard and long, dumping a heavy load of my cream in her hot hole. What was particularly fun about this day was I secretly set up the video camera and got our fucking on camera. I've never filmed her without her knowing before. It was fun. I showed her the film later and she said she never noticed the camera and had know idea.

The next morning we had sex in the dark before our alarms went off, talking nasty to each other about the day before. I first made her cum with my fingers, then after a few minutes more playing, I licked her until she came again. I love it when she climaxes twice in one session like that. By the weekend when we were in bed, I got out the blindfold and put it on her. Then I brought her big vibe toy over to her and made her use it on her clit while I fucked her. As I had hoped, and expected she was soon talking out loud, saying, "Fuck it! Use that white hole. Ram that chocolate dick in there! Come on, pump it good!" Within a seconds she was cumming herself. That's all it took and a half minute later my rock hard dick erupted nicely.

Her Hip Hop Fuck

So I came home from a business trip and by late that night we had finally gotten to bed. Linda knew I was hot for her as I had been teasing her all evening and was well aware that she had spent time alone getting off as I instructed. To her surprise, I climbed into our darkened bed and put the iPod headphones on her, telling her to just relax. I then started a playlist of 5 or 6 of the raunchiest and nastiest explicit hip hop rap songs, all dealing with fucking and sucking and pounding pussy with black meat. She lay there in the dark on her chest with her head surrounded and covered by pillows. I started to rub and squeeze her all over, letting the rhythm of the music take her away. After a few moments I then flipped her over on her back and continued for awhile before starting to go down on her. I tried to lick my wife's pussy in a different way than usual and toyed with her before slobbering all over it. She was soon moving her hips softly against my mouth. Although she seemed to respond more slowly than I had anticipated, she soon came and it sounded like a good one. Still listening to the music I turned her back on her chest and started rubbing her all over again, particularly squeezing her ass cheeks hard. Then, having gotten hard listening to her cum, I entered her smoothly and gave her a good pounding as she lay there in the dark. Several times I pulled out to remount her and start again with a different rhythm. I had to adjust the iPod several times as the play list ended. So I must have fucked her like that for twenty minutes or so before I shot off thinking about her being fucked like that by someone else.

My Bisexual Whore

I returned from an out of town trip and later that night we ended up watching some lesbian porn on the computer. Linda asked to see some girl-girl stuff and reluctantly, since I had plenty of other stuff to show her, I obliged. Linda used her usual black dildo to get herself off as we sat there. Afterward I took her to our bed and while I was on top of her she started licking and sucking on my ear like she was seriously going down on some pussy. I had never experienced her mouth my ear like she had that night. She was deep in some major fantasy slurping and smacking away on my ear lobe and licking every bit of my ear with a wet tongue moaning the whole time as I fucked her. She really slobbered on it and got into it like never before. She finally started talking about how she loved pussy and wanted to be a cunt-licking bitch. She made me cum really hard.

Sometime later I conceived of a novel way to communicate with my wife by proposing various scenarios. As we lie there in the dark I would suggest one to which she had then to reply to with one of three answers. She could "affirm" it, meaning she liked it and wanted to do it, or she could "decline" it, or she could say "consider", which meant she might like it depending. We played the game a few times and it helped me get some possibilities out in the open between us. It was a good thing too, because soon after we had a pretty serious and out of character fight that lasted three days one weekend. The whole thing was over my frustration in fulfilling my sexual needs and her delays and empty promises. But we recovered and made up stronger. We then spent a great afternoon alone, drinking wine and fucking in the tub some, where I pissed on her face some, and watched her piss. Then we had some great sex again where Linda made non stop nasty lezzy talk. Lastly we had some bondage fun were I fucked her in a hanging sex swing.

A week or two later we were fucking on the bed one afternoon with the video camera filming. Again, Linda started going after my ear and I made her tell give sorts of bisexual and lesbian fantasy talk. It was good to get her doing that on film.

Several good casual fucks later…one afternoon Linda requested some slow & soft love-making time, but by time we got into things I could not help but talk about our recent prior time in the tub…and the piss play…so that she started getting into it too and I ended up taking her on bent over the bed, forcibly holding her arms in place and play raping her from behind! So much for soft & slow.