PART 10
I wasn't sure if I should come back. It's hard to please everybody, now my children are 21,19,16 and 10 I don't have the freedom I used to have. I'm lucky that I have a very understanding and loving husband, but he has been working away alot in the last couple of years. Most weekends he's away, and I have my mother living here with us. We have never got on, but it made sense for the family, to take over the house. Sure it will be fine, but has brought a lot of pressure onto me, and my husband and children.
I've never been an on demand slut, like many men want, and got fed up of the guys telling me in that case I'm not real. With all that was going on at home, it was the final straw, and I stopped meeting for awhile. I as a person hadn't changed just didn't need the hassle.
So I carried on with family life, still answered emails and hubby posted photos but that was it. Don't get me wrong, I missed meetings, missed how it made me feel, and also missed doing what I was good at. But with my older boys I was worried they would find out. What their mother was up to, anyway I couldn't risk or need the hassle.
But you can't change what you are and what you need. As the weeks went by, I was getting grumpy, argumentive, and one night went on to yahoo messanger again. Again were some of the same guys but started chatting to a guy from London. He was mature and understanding, like me had children, and knew the ups and downs of family life. We chatted until 3am, he said he wanted to drive over now and fuck me. It had been eighteen months since I'd had a black man inside me, he knew I couldn't accom, but looked me up on google earth and knew of the alley near my house. So we aranged a meeting at 4am in the alley.
Six inch heels and black thong panties was all I had under my long coat. Don't normally meet alone the first time, but the need was too strong, my husband was away and everybody in the house was asleep. He texted me saying he was there, so I crept out to meet him. It was like a fresh start, thirty minutes of lust, then back home. He was kind and loving, removing my coat and fucked me up against the fence from behind, it was fast and direct and just what I needed. We have met a few times, and he thinks it's time I came back to the Cavern.
Sexywife XXXX
