I am a bit nervous about posting her private pics for other men to see, but here goes...... This is my wife of 8yrs. She has milky white skin, big heavy breasts and a hairy pussy.... not sure if you will like her?? I think she has a voluptuous body, made for dirty sex. I would rather masturbate my 4.75 incher thinking about a large black man sliding his hard cock deep inside her married white hole.... making her moan and filling her plump belly with his cum, than fuck her myself. I think your dark body would like great between her white spread thighs.
Thinking about this drives me mad.... when we do occasionally have sex I know she is just going through the motions to please me. As you can see she often pleasures herself with her vibrator to make up for my size. It excites me to think that she enjoys her pink toy more than my penis.
Hope this is the start of a long journey towards me someday expressing my true feelings to my wife. Since I have started visiting this site, I have become obsessed with the thought of other men looking at her and thinking about her. My time is spent masturbating to the stories and pics when I should be making love to my her. I have even started to enjoy looking at the big hard black cocks and I must admit the thought of turning into a sort of sissy husband is something that interests me. I have started to wear my wife's underwear when she is out and rub my small cock whilst thinking about her fucking a real man.
You can see a pic of my tiny penis next to her favourite toy, you can now see why she uses it.... I think that you will agree that her body deserves so much more than me.... She has a full ripe figure and I have a little worthless penis.
When she is wet from using her vibrator and I try fucking her, I know that she does not feel me. She only likes to fuck me on top, that way she gets a bit better penetration, but even then I often slip out. She doesn't really mention my size because she loves me, but I think If I asked for her total honesty (particularly when she is drunk) she could be quite cruel.... something that I am a little afraid of at the moment.
She really likes my friend and always says he is good looking and funny. When we have been out in a crowd and all drunk they very slightly and harmlessly flirt.... I have noticed she gets a bit touchy and very giggly with him. When we next have a few drinks on our own I want to tell her that he has a big cock that puts mine to shame..... just to plant this thought in her head and see her reaction.
I cannot fuck her from behind, keep slipping out, but I do like to finger her this way, you get a really good view of both holes. Love the thought of a big cock fucking her from behind, whilst her big tits hang down and sway about.... mmmm
I have tried to ignore my desires and keep away from web sites such as this and get our sex life back on track but I just can't. I look at her curvy, voluptuous body and big tits and then look at my short thin penis and know deep down that I do not deserve to even sleep in the same bed as her.
In the past months our sex life has pretty much disappeared due to busy lives and work schedules but this is something that strangely excites me. I actually get so aroused at the thought of never having sex with my wife again, knowing that I am depriving myself of her buxom body and not fulfilling my duties as a husband. The worst thought imaginable that I could even one day lose her because of my reckless actions and send her into the arms of another man is also oddly arousing.
My wife has grown used to our sexless marriage and makes do with a vibrator and I spend my time masturbating my little penis thinking about her neglected vagina and what it once felt like to touch and enjoy. I now like to shamefully smell her worn panties to remind myself how much I miss her sexually and perv at her like a dirty old man when she is getting dressed and undressed. I get a kick from sneakily peeking at her panties when she is wearing her short night clothes to bed and catching glimses of her hairy vagina visible through her comfy, lacy panties.
She is a very loyal wife and committed herself to me 100% on our wedding day but I am hoping one day she finds herself in a situation whereby another man whom she finds attractive shows her some attention and she is tempted to fall for his advances. Even the very thought of another man kissing her for the first time is highly arousing.
In the meantime I would very much like to begin a relationship with another man to fully discuss my feelings and desires, find someone that can totally control my sexual state of mind, indulge my dirty naughty fantasies and make sure I can never manage to find it in myself to have sexual contact with her again. Make me fully come to terms with the fact that I do not deserve her anymore and ensure I only see her only as a sex object that deserves to have her milky white big tittied body lusted after by other men, especially strong dominant black men.
TinyHubby