My husband is a 40 yr old accountant. Financially we do fine. I worked as a pro Domme part time in Phoenix for a period of time and that is where I met him. He was into humiliation, sissy training, etc. He was one of my most faithful regulars and after a time he fell in love with me and I was ready to settle down.

As much as I needed some stability in my life, I still had the same old fires burning and knew that I could never live as a regular housewife. He understood that and accepted that. At first I would let him make love to me occasionally. He seemed so grateful and needy that I felt I couldn't deny him the occasional fling. More often than not he want to be spanked, dressed and teased which turned me on.

After a year or so a friend of mine started seeing a black man and couldn't stop talking about it. It didn't take much persuading for me to go out on a double date with them one night and after that everything changed. While the size difference was certainly a factor in the incredible sex, what really got to me was the intensity and deep passion and lust that the black man seems to have with a white woman.

I've long stopped trying to figure out why but it seems to me that taking a white man's wife is an incredible turn-on for a black man. He fucked me all night long in every sense of the word. Commanded me to do things for him, positioned me as he desired, ordered me to please him, made me beg, and at the point of orgasm, I was barking like a dog to please him.

After he was through I instinctively kissed his feet. I felt as though I had met my Lord and Master and I was nothing more than a slut to be used as he saw fit. After that my hubby lost all his bedroom privileges and I was available to my Master 24/7.

One of the pictures I submitted shows me in the position he would have me in when I would beg for his cock. On my knees, paws up, mouth open, and tongue out. He would display me to his friends, in public and especially in front of my husband who, by this time, had absolutely no say in the situation. I was his private whore and I loved it.

Unfortunately, he was married and his wife finally found out about our relationship and put an end to it at once but I was hooked. From then on out I have been seeking a Black Master. For a while we served a Master in Phoenix part time. He enjoyed having my husband around as sort of an errand boy and loved to flaunt his power over me in front of him.

One of my recurring fantasies has always been of the white man taken by a black man in a prison situation as his sissy bitch. I would masturbate thinking about a white professional male incarcerated with a big black bull who transformed him into a slut slave. My Master in Phoenix indulged me in this fantasy by having my husband perform oral sex on him in front of me. It was incredible. Watching one man totally dominate and rob another man of his masculinity made me cum without any stimulation at all.

Once again, however, things did not work out for me. Our Master was transferred overseas and it has been quite a while since we have heard from him.

Most men just want to fuck me, but I am looking for a true Dom who is imaginative, assertive, cruel, but never mean, and is willing to take my hubby as part of the deal. He may be a sissy boy, but he is my sissy boy and in my own way I love him. Anyone out there who feels that they meet these requirements can email me at this address.

Size is not as important as attitude. I expect to feel safe, but not too safe, always on edge not knowing what to expect, and always, always expected to serve and service my Master. For the right one, I would be willing to do just about anything.

Irene.